Everything is so messed up,
I don’t really know what to say,
I miss him so much,
and I guess that is how it’s gonna stay.
Yes I messed up,
it’s all my fault,
I’ve tried to fix things,
but you have your doubts.
You don’t believe me,
You said that I lied,
Now I’m beating myself up,
and really crying every night.
I want to go back,
make everything good,
but you just wont listen,
I don’t think you understood.
So what am I supposed to do,
I really, really love you,
You helped me when i needed it,
and now I really need you.
Please baby forgive me,
Please make everything okay,
This depression is killing me,
I don’t want it to stay.
I want you to come back,
Relieve me from this pain,
I can’t do this without you,
Nothing is the same.
This is my plea,
I’m sick of the hurt,
Please take me back,
‘Cuz now I feel like dirt.