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Time was ticking, pain was increasing I lost a very special person in my life again I am crying, hurting, pain and dying Feeling my heart crumbling in my hands As the man I onced loved, turning away A person I onced knew A person who no longer love me A person who no longer care for me Why does it have to hurt inside? Why do I have to cry each night? I am feeling ever so sore The pain rocks my entire being The pain of this has broken my heart My life slowly die frozen in sorrow My life seeming more hopeless I wish that my every tear is going to be my last You are not longer mine I don’t know where to go I love you,I wish I knew the perfect words to say I can’t help this pain, It hurts so bad Everywhere, everytime I feel so sad This depressed feeling I hate my foolish heart It makes me feel angry Why is it continue to beat and wounded? Why is it continue to feel lost? Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair I am sick with this wounded heart twisted by pain Too tired to live, too weak to fight Lost and alone Iv’e always been All I want is happiness, all I want is care All I want is someone, who will always be there Is that to be my story? A sunny day is running away Dark, suffocating darkness,no light No hope of happiness coming soon, My heart feels so weak it can’t go on Through my life, many people have come and gone When they go, they leave my heart being broken Why do I get hurt all the time? Is this the price I have to pay?

The sky outside is blue; Blue for you, my dear And now as winter turns to spring The world is moving on But not me; I cannot help but cling To memories of you Leaves on trees are green; Green for you, my dear I cannot banish from my head The tune of your sad song I simply can’t get over it My Jack is gone Skyward clouds are white; White for you, my dear Never again will they be grey Sweet scent of springtime flowers Lingers softly in the air Reminding me of you I remember you like yesterday Your knowing smile Your laughing eyes Your wonderful brown hair They remember you too, my dear The trees are singing in the wind The flowers dance along The warm breeze whispers us its secrets The sun smiles down upon us I sit in silence knowing That you are here with me Dancing with the flowers Smiling with the sun This beautiful day is spring; Spring for you, my dear As the seasons change, each and every day; Is for you, my dear.