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What are you waiting for?
Fooled by her beauty,
And a smile that would not end.
My heart fell so fast,
I could not see its end.
Her deception so cleaverly clouded,
I was blind to all her evil ways.
So wrapped up in her outer shell,
My nights were blurred by my days.
I left my heart unguarded,
And she tore through what was left.
She left me so broken,
I begged God for my last breath.
My mind lost,my body in pain,
My heart may never again be found.
My eyes still stinging from the tears,
My mouth crys out with no sound.
For now a lost soul,
Wandering,no longer able to dream.
Now in a constant shock,
All because in her I did believe.
To me you are an illussion,
A facade is what I see.
Your not being true to yourself,
This is not who your supposed to be.
If only you could look in the mirror,
And see the true you.
Maybe you would open your eyes,
And realize what you should do.
Maybe you'll also realize,
How many you've pushed away.
People who would have stayed,
Till your last breath,your last day.
Hopefully you'll open your mind,
and you'll see what you've lost.
Remembering the friendships gone,
And exactly what they cost.
At a distance she was not clear,
But still I needed to see.
When I got up much closer,
Her beauty shined on me.
From her eyes to her smile,
Her beauty grew in my mind.
I knew I could never leave her,
Could never leave her behind.
If she would walk with me,
A friend today and from now on.
I will make her beauty smile,
From her lips it will never be gone.
Like a hammer on an ice block,
Is what you've done to my heart.
Little shards of it lay everwhere,
Completely ripped apart.
How could someone,
Who's love we did share.
Destroy my whole world,
And did it without a care.
Cruel and ruthless you are,
Leaving me standing all alone.
Your love I will never forget,
But one I wished I'd never known.
Winter now so deeply apon us,
Forever it seems skys are gray.
Makes me long for the summer,
And bright sunny skys all day.
Winter digs in without caution,
Putting its cold into my bones.
I look at the empty streets,
And I feel so alone.
It never shows any mercy,
Its cold plowing into my core.
It prenatrates my body each day,
Worse than the day before.
I look for the sunlight,
Through clouds it does not flow,
But still out into it,
From my home I must go.
Weeks will pass before its gone,
And each day I must carry on.
How I wish for spring,
And winter over and done.
Her eyes burn at me,
Through the mist.
I wonder from her what it would feel,
For just one kiss.
Would she take me to heaven,
Or make me crash in hell.
With fire on her head,envy in her eyes,
She knows my heart all to well.
She knows my weakness,
She says I'm putty in her hand.
She has known this long since,
This poem first began.
Even though the skys are grey,
My sun still it shines.
Ever since this morning,
Since you have been on my mind.
With you I can see no clouds,
Always a warm summers day.
I need you in my heart,
For me there is no other way.
I wait for your hand,
I will wait forever if I need.
Because deep in my heart,
My love has started to seed.
To be in her heart,
This is a dream for me.
Throughout this world,
Her beauty is all I see.
If I could bring her closer,
Have her hold me in her arms.
I would promise this one forever,
And never cause her harm.
For now she is a dream,
A wish entrenched in my mind.
Someday,somehow to her heart,
A way I hope L can find.
In side this house is lonely,
Outside so bitter and cold.
I wonder how mant hearts have broke,
And was thier story ever told.
How many lay in misery,
Or sucumbed to thier defeat.
How were thier hearts broken,
Shattered laying at thier feet.
Mine walked on so much,
As I look at a cold gray sky.
Is life really like this,
As tears fall from my eyes.
