After my knee surgery back in October I wrote this... thought I would share with my Fu friends. Hope this offers some words of advise for someone!
Sometimes life hands you more than you think you can handle, but in reality you are only given what you can handle. In the times of despair and uncertainly everyone feels blue, uneasy and disheveled. I have been in that very mood and "mental hole" for about three months now. I have finally pulled myself out of that position after looking at my life and realizing that the little bump in the road I hit was merely a test of myself will and trust me when you are hurt or otherwise unable to do the basic things to care for yourself this humbles a person. After falling into a short but seemingly deep depression for a few weeks I am finally feeling like myself again, only changed for the better. My new lease on life is to enjoy what I have been given and to be became a friend a friend would like to have, and to live each day as if it were my last. I have spent way too much time in my life annoyed and otherwise bothered by other people, not anymore. I am living my life for me, my family and friends; you know those who matter most in your life. No time for the he said she said business I tried my best to stay out of but always got pulled into anyway…. Not anymore. Every day is a gift and everyone should enjoy it and be happy with what you have and make the best out of every situation. Remember folk's life is just a chance to grow a soul, and in the end, it's not the years in your life that count it's the life in your years.
