you know there are warnings about not using drugs because obviously some are addictive and not continuing the use can be painful and sickening the with drawls ........but you remember that first hi that feeling of uforia and you chase after it trying diffrent stronger drugs but its never quite the same ........but how do you stop .......how do you break this insane cycle ?
i wish it was as simple just lock myself away in some hospital and take it step by step but see love doesnt work that way .........no you run from it you avoid and and bamb its back in your face and that feeling you thought you'd never feel wow that rush that hi that oh crap i'm hooked i'm scared but i have to have more all is good and then you get it laced with some bad shit and your on a bad trip from hell how the hel do i get off this ride? i think i'm going to be sick and then the chills and the pain and you find yourself on the floor again ........not again..........
