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Visions of You

this crimson veil descends and covers my eyes blocking out everything sane and right bitterness and hate eating away at my very soul no matter how long i stare i cant look past this red, devious light. i try to hide behind this awkward smile but even the reflection that glances back reveals the pain. i stare at myself staring back at me and see part of me shrink and vanish into the dark. i cant shake this anger and hatred burning deep inside my heart broken and bruised laying haphazordly upon my shattered pride my life has turned into a puzzle to which even i have no clue. two steps forward and fifteen back it seems things as far as i can see seem disfigured by this depressionistic hue. feeling alone and unwanted i stumble threw this darkness arms outstretched in a dying hope of finding some sort of hope to grasp. drunkenly swaying this way and that in this neverending maze i finally succumb and drop exhausted to my knees head in hands i prepare to surrender to this enveloping gloom this shell of a broken man finds his eternal peace as visions of you flicker just behind these tortured eyes. visions of you tempt and tease as i cease to be visions of you....there will always be visions of you....

angel----RIP Ashh

the tears fall unabaited and unashamed from these puffy, swollen eyes. having u whisked out of my life as fast as u were in leaves a void inside me full of pain and hate. this heavy burden resting on my now slumped shoulders only proves that is was u that gave me strength. you were the one that held up when the world twirled and rolled. my life feels over now that you're gone but i know i must be strong and carry on. the heavens upon are now richer for having u near. you were my angel on earth and now ur my angel above. every star now bares ur name and every rain drop ur tear. everytime i look into the heavens it shall be ur face i see smiling back. id give my life, my heart, my very soul just to have another day, another day to tell u all. you were my heart from the first moment we met and even tho u may be gone, we're not over yet. i shall hold u tight and hear ur voice right beside me you will forever be. i know u may be looking down on me, but im also looking up. waiting as patient as can be for the day that we're together again. yes u may be gone and nothing but pain remains, but it wont be long til we're together again. you were my angel on earth and now ur my angel above ull forever and always be my one tru love.......... I MISS YOU ASHHLEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eyes of a child

the world in all its splendor is all i see the sights, sounds, and wonders all around the people rushing by all busy as a bee but the laughter and hellos the richest sound. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. natures perfection reflected in every smile its beauty shines from many facets no matter how far i go, mile after mile i just cant seem to walk past it. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. darkness falls upon my head and the lights dance like faeries in flight the twinkles and sparkles follow me even to bed proving once again theres no need to fright. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. chaos and turmoil may reign but in my own little world im safe and sound never knowing hurt, worry or pain here with all the love ive found. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. innocence holds me in its eternal embrace like a mother hugging her newborn babe is there a more comforting feeling in this whole human race? all this i have and nothing more will i crave. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. just me looking thru the eyes of a child......
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