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BIZKET's blog: "MY WORLD"

created on 12/09/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-world/b165844

What Is Love

What Is Love Love is a feeling that will leave you happy and cheerful one minute,and cold and alone the next. Love is almost like a roller coaster ride, you start off scared not knowing what is going to happen or whaere its going to end up and and you dont know what to do. But then you start to like this feeling and you know the best thing to do is just to hold on tight and enjoy the ride.You kinda feel like you dont have a care in the world and this just feels right,as the ride gets faster and faster you really start to enjoy your self. You go higher and higher you realy like this feeling untill you reach the peak of the top. You take one final look at your surroundings and take it all in, think to yourself i'm going to remember this for the rest of my life. You start to go down, downhill from here your world is crashing, you dont want this feeling to end, this feeling you have never had before. You start to slowdown and wish it would just pick back up, but it don't and you stop. I'ts time to get off of the ride and go on with your life, but you want to ride again just so you can have that feeling one more time, but your out of tokens, that was your last one. Your world starts to crumble, torn apart from every angle and seem possible, you dont know what to do. You try to get more tokens but the park is closed forever. You need to find another ride, but you dont want the same feeling of emptyness when it stops like the other one did, and nothing else will fill the void in your life, so your scared to ever ride again.

PAIN

PAIN It's like u cut me open with a rusted knife to watch my insides fall on the floor like spagettie. Then you took a spoom and scraped out the rest like a discarted pumpkin,do you know how bad you hurt me? I dont think u do, you will never understand my life, I'm scared to open up,cause every time i let someone in i get hurt. And you wer the last. My heart burns like a thousand suns, my stomach feels as if every man, women, and child in the world put a pair of golf shoes on and begun to stomp, over and over untill there is nothing left but a stain on the ground. You have made me into a monster that no one wants to look at or be around, I am now a freak thanks to you. I can't eat,sleep, or think about anything else except the pain u have caused me in my life. It would'nt hurt as much if you had taken meat hooks and hung me bye the skin of my toes, if u would have soaked me in gasoline and set me on fire, If you would have cut my head off with a spoon. Because if you did atleast i wouldnt have to live with the pain anymore.

MY WORLD

MY WORLD These tears I bleed are not seen by any eyes, but thousands of souls.The lake i've cried is like an endless pool of acid, consuming you to never be seen or heard from again. My life is normal to most, but only to those who does'nt understand me. The evil I've seen you could'nt begin to imagine, let alone try to understand. I've cut myself to try to forget, but in turn it makes me remember even more. I lay awake at night afraid to sleep for my dreams are not dreams at all, they are nightmares, memories of the past. I am afraid to shut my eyes at all, not even for the brief moment of a simple blink, because even for that split second it fells like thousands of years and all i see is the retchid evil of my past years. I sit constantly reminded of the tears I've bled, not knowing when the next tear will shed its ugly head and fall. So if you were to step into my world, could you find your way out?
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