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Mandie's blog: "My Words (7)"

created on 07/20/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-words-7/b105331

my words of many things

Life Life is nothing but a dream drifting far from reality a dream so far away from truth a vision so blurred we can barely see ================================================================ SIMPLY LIFE We take the chances get bruises fall... hurt others... and are foolishly denying the pain some of us are on the other side of the tracks in this world really things are all black and white watching our future fade is an option some of us accept in this cruel world you only have yourself so many lies and deceit in peoples eyes... loving people to your best ability no one said this life would be easy but we all play the part of disguising the hurt but why??? isn't it OK to cry??? but there are so many unanswered questions in this world... i have not been called a genius or even a know-it all BUT ITS SIMPLY LIFE =============================================================== Who can i ( my life) So much is happening at once in my life i don't know what to do everything is too much to handle who can i turn to i feel mixed emotions one minute i cry the next I'm laughing people don't understand what I'm going through who can i trust everyone ignores me and walks away i don't know where to go i feel like escaping the world who can i rely on life is getting hard, I'm too hard i know i have to pull through and not let life get me down but who is there to rely on, to trust, and to turn to You've touched my life You've touched my life in a special and unique way, in the thoughtful words you choose to say. You've touched my life in how i feel, bringing out emotions nothing short of real. You've touched my life by driving me to be a better person, Instead of allowing those with negativity cause a diversion. Although in my life for such a short while, your effect on me i am no longer in denial. I ask, why this person or that person? why now? Both understanding that it's something we should not allow. I have no expectations of you and only appreciate the person you are, your company i have truly enjoyed by far. You've helped me open up emotions long asleep, By our spiritual conversations which were deep. Where we go from here does not effect the person i am today, I will always wish you the best and thank you for touching my life in this special way. ============================================================= My soul is lost, My heart is broken My mind is spinning My time is comeing My love is honesty ========================================================= Sitting all alone Sitting all alone one day, with nothing else to do, when you said hello to me, and i said hello to you, started from a simple hello, and odd questions to follow, that a friendship would soon start, that later on would soon grow, now it feels like I've known you forever, when in truth its only been a couple weeks, but you get closer and closer, when one's heart starts to speak, yep thats right i fell for you, still falling in love deep, don't know how long it will last, but even when you go I'll dream of you when i sleep, so many things about you, that seem to have caught my hearts eye, but somehow i know the fairy tale, won't end with you and I, but as long as we stay friends, that's all a promise i will need, i will stand by you through everything, your trusted loyal steed, I'll always try to hold you back, if you ever try to go, i love you so much my friend, i just want you to know, no matter how many times you make my cry, or break my heart inside, I'll always be holding onto you, have you hang out with me through life's ride, When your mad and angry, I'll see all that right through, I'll give you time to calm down, then I'll come running back to you, It's amazing how i fell head over heels, with just a simple hello and few questions to follow, it's amazing how in such short time, my love for you has begun to grow, but i know that we will never be, the fairy tale's happy ending, but at least i got say, we had out fairy tale beginning, we may not run off in love, as newly weds and such, but as a friend and maybe more, i love you dearly so much, when you want me to do things, i don't want to do, just keep pushing, you know I'll break through, your words they mean so much, they follow straight to the heart, i knew you were something special, right from the very start, so all i wanted to say, was your an amazing friend, i love you more but i must face it, we won't have a fairytale end, but at least our friendship will last forever, and you'll remain the owner of my heart, started with a hello and odd questions to follow, ================================================================= i died inside days ago with a notice of what to be seenn, you look right through it all and seen nothing to be wrong. You asked for all to be ok and make things better. but the sense of betrail will never be forgive. I gave you something not many get. My honesty and respect, with the walk in my life i was there and now because u've killed me inside. Im closeing all that cant be mended. One day you will see all you ment to me and you will stop and im no longer there. For you lost the honesty and my respect that we for shared with one another.
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