HAV0K N1NJA's blog: "My true feelings"

The question of how will I know Ive found this true love floats in my mind now
Simple to answer and simple to understand
If I get butter flies in my stomach from being near you
Goose bumps from just the sound of your voice
And my heart racing from just a glace into your eyes
Then its possible but to truly be positive
I must know that you feel the same for me
That you would give anything
As where I would give everything
Then and only then will I kno Ive found you

Its come to my attention of how to find this true happiness I search for
To understand why I lay awake at night and wake to nothing but darkness
I must fill this void of companionship tha has been missing for some time
But this woman must be true, true to herself as well true to me
To see me as the person I am and the things I stand for
To look pass my many flaws, pass the drama of the fools who question me
To truely love me as I would only love her
I say this to attempt to find this one, this angel sent for me and only me
To right all my wrongs and heal all wounds current and future
There may be many I test this theory with befor I find her
But to those that I experience this with must know its not all for nothing
To share even a moment of bliss with you is still worth not finding the true answer
Im not sayn Im in a rush or dire need of this moment
I just understand now of what it will take for me to live with true happiness
To finaly rest peacefully in my slumber and dream no longer of what if but what else
So no longer will I sit, lie and deprive myself of this feeling of love
Till then my one and only true love.... I will wait

I am amazing and im not jus saying that
See I can prove it to you in many ways
I can learn everything about you jus by staring into your eyes
My touch that caress' your skin will give you goose bumps
My voice as it wispers in you ear will make your body shiver
I can do things to you that will leave your breathless
I can make your heart sing, your soul shine and your mind free
After just one night you will NEVER forget me
Yes I am that good there for I am that AMAZING
But how would you know unless you try
So tell me are you ready for my love?
I'll be waiting

I can be far away, but never to far from home
I can be gone for a long time, but never far to long
What you dont understand is I would go to hell and back without hesitation
If I have to, I would open the gates of heaven without motivation
I would bleed gold and shed tears of diamond, even breath fire all for you
Nothing could ever be impossible for me to do
Still I could never repay you for what you've done
No amount could ever equal the sum
But you would never know because you dont see me in that light
For I stand in the shadows
Hidden in darkness but always there to fight your battle
What belongs to you no one could ever steal
My heart is forever yours do with it what you will

This is dedicated to those who ever woundered
To think if we could make the skys thundered
Anyone who realy could care
Anyone who could understand how Im rare
Those who wondered what could be
And knows what they could mean to me