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created on 04/25/2010  |  http://fubar.com/my-thoughts/b331774

Am I still your man?

Am I still your man?
By: The One
25-APRIL-2010

My heart is bleeding,
My life has no meaning,
Everything has fallen to pieces.

I have this feeling,
It was great in the beginning,
But now it needs a lot of healing.

I have a girlfriend,
She started as just a friend,
Now she means more (to me) than just any woman.

I cannot see,
My life without thee,
Won't you please contact me.

I love you so,
Please don't go,
Just let me know...

Where do we stand,
In this crazy land,
Tell me - am I still your man?

What am I ever to do?

WHAT AM I EVER TO DO?
By: The One
24-APRIL-2010



I lost my house,
And I hate my F*N Ex-Spouse,
What am I ever to do?

My girlfriend hates me,
My friends abandoned me,
What am I ever to do?

My life is in shambles,
My existance is a gamble,
What am I ever to do?

My vehicle is dead,
My mind's not ahead,
What am I ever to do?

My life is full of shit,
My heart is ready to quit,
What am I ever to do?

Its been one hell of a ride,
Now its time to say good bye,
What am I ever to do?

I miss her so much,
She won't answer me as such,
What am I ever to do?

I have a plan,
I hope she understands,
So this is what I will do...

I will call her once,
And hope for lunch,
That is what I will do.

If I get no reply,
I will fall down and cry,
That is what I will do.

I will just quit,
Cause I am not fit,
That is what I will do.

I will put it down,
Right on the ground,
That is what I will do.

I will throw it away,
Cause there is no way,
That is what I will do.

I will give it up,
Cause I have no luck,
That is what I will do.

If she sais nothing more,
Then I shall end it in gore,
That is what I will do.

The Deed is Done

THE DEED IS DONE

By: The One
23-April-2010



The time has come,
The deed is done,
My blood has run.

Pouring from my chest,
Straight from the crest,
I now fall into the eternal nest.

The deed is done,
I have come undone,
For there is no one (to save me).

The way we see,
The way we believe,
Is nothing but deceit.

God has abandoned me,
Life has released me,
There is nothing more for me.

The deed is done,
My time has run,
This cannot be undone.

I have cowardly run,
From your God's sun,
Waiting for eternal darkness to come.

Once I'm there,
The pain shall be fair,
Because I don't care.

What I have done,
In my past cannot be undone,
For all the pain (I've caused) shall finally come.

For all the hate,
I have caused is great,
So close the white gate.

Don't let me in,
Cause I shall begin,
More hate from within.

The time has come,
The deed is done,
The darkness has finally come.

Harmony & Bliss

Harmony & Bliss
By: The One
16-APRIL-2010
Dedicated to: Jessica O'Neal – To The One I Love...



What was once Harmony & Bliss,
Is now full of shit and piss

We were happy, we were good,
Now we are fighting and misunderstood

We had a love no one could match,
Now we're falling distant and fast

We were true, we were right,
Now we're here for the fight

I want us back in Harmony & Bliss,
But my life has fallen to piss

We all have our ways to figure this out,
But this one is full of misery, pain, and is stout

Some are full of dreams and happiness,
Others are full of hopes but end in sadness

I love her so, I love her much,
This is why this hurts so much...

I miss the way she talks,
The way she walks,

I miss the way her hair flows,
The way her eyes glow,

I miss the way she smiles,
This list can go on for miles...

To realize this love was meant to be,
And yet I ruined it for me

What I need is not what I want,
What I want may never be

I want us to be happy and free,
To be like we were once, together seen

But what I need is great misery,
Cause I have ruined it for me

For you are the love of my life,
I cannot continue this strife

No more arguing, no more fighting,
No more shit, and no more piss

I just want us to be together in Harmony & Bliss,
I'm begging, I'm pleading with a hopeful, but hidden kiss

Look in your heart for what we were once dreaming,
Look into my eyes for what you were once seeking

Don't push me, don't hate me for I am kneeling,
I'm broken, in pain, please don't leave me dying and bleeding

I know we can do this, Just look for the feeling,
Help me bring us back together and stop this bleeding

I love you so, I love you much,
They all say I'd die for your loving touch

Look into your heart, look into your soul,
Show me what our future holds.
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