737247's blog: "My Songs"

This is my note to you.... To tell you how I feel about you... Yr my everything.... I can't stand to be without you... Every time that I dream... You're face is all I see... (I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME) Cuz I can't see.... (YOU WITHOUT ME) (YOU WITHOUT ME) As I dream of you and me... I wonder if yr worth it... (I KNOW YR FUCKING WORTH IT) As I lay alone here tonight... I'll still dream.. (THAT YOU WERE CLOSE TO ME) (CLOSE TO ME) (CLOSE TO ME) I don't sleep... I dream of everything.. That you.... (MEAN TO ME) (THAT YOU MEAN TO ME) (THAT YOU MEAN TO ME) As I dream of everything... All I want... Is you here close to me... (CLOSE TO ME) (YR MY EVERYTHING) (I'LL STILL DREAM) Cuz right now yr not close to me... (BUT SOON YOU WILL BE) (YOU WILL BE) (YOU WILL BE) And you'll make all of my dreams... (COME TRUE!)

"Tonight, I Sacrafice My Soul........" Current mood: gloomy "You said we just wont work out, so why i keep beating myself to death. Tonight I'll stab me in the eyes, so i don't have to see you again, tonight ill cut off my own ears, so i don't have to hear you again, tonight ill cut off my own hands, so i cant touch you anymore, tonight ill just cut my wrist till they bleed dry, i cant do this again, this is the last time I'll ever say goodbye, goodbye. As you walk away, my heart breaks in two, i just wanted to give you everything. Why does it hurt so bad, this is the calm before the storm, why does this hurt so bad, why do i care, why am i back, why did i even think this would work this time, I'm beating myself to death just to hear you say "i love you, and ill be there forever." I guess forever was to long for you, but I'll be forever missing a piece of my heart. Fuckin' thief."

As I run away........ I'll still feel the pain..... That you left..... For me to bear, tonight...... I know you'll feel the same..... For running out on me..... But I'm not the one..... To sit here and cry.... I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight. I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight, I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight and you know why. I'll never say goodbye and YOU KNOW WHY YOU FUCKING NOW WHY. Through all this life of hate..... I never thought I'd say..... Goodbye to you..... Goodbye to you..... I THOUGH WE'D MAKE IT THROUGH........MAKE IT THROUGH......I'm done with you. Through all of my pain..... I though you'd stay......... In my heart and right beside me........ BESIDE ME BESIDE ME YOU LIED TO ME BESIDE ME BESIDE ME YOU LIED TO ME I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight, I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight, I'll DIE DIE I'm gone tonight AND YOU KNOW WHY, I'LL NEVER SAY GOODBYE AND YOU KNOW WHY YOU KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY........ I'll run away..... (DON'T LOOK BACK) I'll never say..... (THAT YOU) Meant anything to me.... These words are meant to.... (HURT YOU) My heart is breaking (AND YR STILL FAKING) WHAT YOU MEANT TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........ Today i'm leaving............. Goodbye...........

"If she could just walk away, It would ease all this pain, but she's right there in Front of me. She has my heart in her hand. I'll never be the same again. Never be the same again. I'm slowly dying. Dying. Dying. I'll never be the same again. Never the same again. I gave it up all for you and this is what you put me through. This is what you put me through. you put me through. I'll never be good enough for you. Your killing me. I can't be what you want from me. it doesn't make me happy. You never make me Happy. I'll live my life in misery just to make you proud of me. Are you proud of me. Are you proud of me? Are you proud of me? I'll never do this one last time. (tonight you failed) I wont cry (i've done it a thousand times) I'll walk away (From all the pain and misery you've caused me) Just hold on to the night and stare at the stars in the sky. I would have pulled them down for you. Just to see you shine so bright. This misery is holding me down so tight I cant fuckin breath. I'll never do this one last time(it makes me wanna die) I wont cry (my tear ducts are permeantly dried) I'll walk away (No looking back today) or ever again. You've wasted my future and what could have been. (I'm better off alone)