Miss Boop's blog: "My Poety"

Tripping upon a sea of memories I wonder in the dark feeling my way down a path not of my own. Pressed down almost to suffocation, bleeding from the past battles fought with good intentions. Woe as my flesh betrays me unto the ground, my cheeks now stained with tears. I clamor for anything familiar to grasp, but find nothing. Hold fast I tell my self screaming in my head, there will be help. There will be peace. But seconds seem like minuets, minuets like hours and I have already been in this place what seems like an eternity. Just to close my eyes to sleep to rest to dream. But not here, never will I rest in this place. Trapped until my savior comes to free me from these chains........................

I wont to run away, be free from all the pain that surges through these veins. hopeless from yeas of fighting to be myself, crawling my way back up only to be knocked back down again. just once in my life i would like to have whats mine. your not my enemy so why do you treat me so. tears are not something I will let you drag out of me anymore. Ive grown strong and hard from the years of battle with you. and you are losing you hold on me now. can you feel your grip slipping as you clutch me tighter? I will not be your toy any more and you are not my master

As the sun breaks over the horizon it begins to light the dark world that I have become accustomed to. Slowly the breaks through the dark and bring me back from where I had lost my self. Very dim at first slowly growing in intensity I watch the fragile beams of light dance as they filter in over me. Lighting all the littlest and darkest places until all my fear has been chased away. Once there was no hope no peace now there is light every where and I find myself daring to dream again… How long have I lived without you, why did I never see tell I saw through your eyes? You will never really know what you have done for me……