Tattooed Vixen's blog: "My Poetry"

My heart is like a battle field

It's got the scars to show

It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly

And, others that drug out nice and slow

My tears have flowed just like a river

Sometimes I thought they'd never dry

And, once or twice the one I usually turned to

Was the very one who'd made me cry

Sometimes I thought I needed no one

Then chose "friends" who brought me down

Turns out the one's who really love you

Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around

I must have put my parents through sheer hell

When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been

And, in the last ten years

I've only had one good true friend

I've made a few decisions

I'll have to deal with all my life

Had friends stab me in the back

Then grab the handle, and turn the knife

I've chosen roads that led to nowhere

Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again

Had the Devil stand infront of me

And, temptation won, and I gave in

I lost a friend to drugs

He took his own life one night when he was high

And, one night my best friend drove while she was drinking

Yeah... I never got to say good-bye

I've had the past come back to haunt me

Regretted things I didn't say

But, I wouldn't go back and change a bit of it

It's made me who I am today...

I'm longing for your touch

Slow and gentle on my skin

I don't want to rush

Let's let every kiss sink in

There's no need to hurry

I just want to take our time

For at least this moment

Let me be all that's on your mind

I'm longing for your kiss

And, the warmth of your embrace

To feel your body pressed to mine

And, your hand upon my face

I want to look into your eyes

And, see the passion in your stare

Feel your hands upon my body

And, your fingers through my hair

I need to feel your arms around me

I want to feel your mouth explore

Every inch of my body

Until I just can't take no more...

You might think you want me

But, do you know me at all?

I'm stubborn, and contrary

And, it takes a lot for me to fall

I march to my own tune

I don't follow the crowd

And, whatever's on my mind

I'm not afraid to say out loud

Sometimes I can be a little moody

And, I just want to be alone

And, if you don't call when you say

I won't wait by the phone

I have a stubborn streak

At least a mile wide

But, when I'm wrong I'll admit it

Once I get past my pride

When I feel strong about something

I'll really stand my ground

And, sometimes I can fight my battles

Without a solitary sound

Sometimes when I'm angry

Just walk away, and let me be

And, don't try to change who I am

Cause, I'm happy being me

I'm not saying I'm all bad

I have a heart of gold

I'll stand right by your side

My love can't be bought, or sold

I'm as loyal as you'll find

You know I'll never stray

And, anytime you need me

I'll be there night or day

So, I've given you fair warning

I've told you how I am

So, now you can either walk away

Or, reach out, and take my hand

Here comes the numbness

Worse than the pain

What's worse than hurting?

To not feel a damn thing

Here comes the coldness

A heart made of stone

Fuck the whole world

We're all in this alone

Here comes the coldness

A heart made of ice

Fuck the fake smile

And, trying to play nice...