It has been a long while since my last verse
But I still suffer from the same unbearable curse
Seems like every time a chance arises
The same painful result just materializes
I cannot understand the lingo or the signs
Come out with your intentions, your signals make me blind
I always come around at the wrong time, I am never wanted
Teased for being a believer, constantly belittled and taunted
Not getting any younger in this game called life
With every passing day, my back comes closer to the knife
Had hoped someone would have pulled me away by now
Yet here I am, alone & flooded in tears that life has allowed
I'm afraid to let my heart like anyone for they will never feel the same
I am a guy and all guys are obviously bad, but I am the main one that is blamed
Watching the world go 'round for everyone else while mine stands still
Why not join those others with no hope, overdosed on pills
Maybe I would be better off just fading away into an abyss
Never to know the supple, genuine feel of another kiss
To never see a baby born or hear their first word
Walk down that eternal aisle with the one whose heart was captured
Forever am I cursed to always be the friend never good enough for more
To blind to see what is in front of you, yet still my heart is sore
Love is not for everyone as obvious it is not meant for me
Try as I might, I fought the good fight bravely
She will find someone else, and so will she, and the next one too
I will continue to be overlooked and again made the fool
So here I will be, wasting away in my own blood & tears
Good luck to those in love this lifetime, Cheers!
