Lexi's blog: "My personal crap"

And so what you wish things could be be better, Well me too!!!I've spilt my guts to you But I guess you will just be my friend, if thats what its meant to be so be it. I dont really dont got much to say, it's just that it would have been lovely with me and you. You are the only person on here who knows most of my secrets, I guess thats why you dont want me....... who knows, but I might not be here when your ready. But I doubt I will find someone I can open up to, like I do to you, anyways will always love you

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the birthday love!!! much love to all of you *hugs* ~Lexi

Whatever has become my favorite word lately, I wanna say Im doin good, but whatever, how are things, whatever....blah blah blah... Im sick of bein alone and maybe I should get me some birthday sex tomorrow....its been 3 months and the last guy i HAD SEX WITH HAS BEEN CALLIN ME, SOOOO.... maybe I should get me some, fuck it, no one wants me for theierir girl so,,,maybe I should go for it, god knows I need to get laid so......

Well today I am in a better mood!! YAY!!! I went to the doctor and found out I lost some weight, so that helped alot, that's the first time in a year Ive been there and haven't gained weight:D!!!! I just wanted to to say thanx to all of yall that helped me feel better last night, especially some one I chatted with last night that helped pull me out of the hole I was puttin myself in, you know who you are *hugs*. Well I hope everyone is havin a good night, much love to you all!!! ~Lexi