mask's blog: "my mind"

when will it all end? the pain the sorrow the suffering the mental abuse the horrors of my own mind when will it end the path behind it all is littered with pieces of my mind my body my soul my sanity will some one ever help me pick them up and put me back together making me whole all but the last piece they will have to give me and theit last piece i give them it will make them whole as well till the time i find them I will go on losing peices till there is nothing just a mask thet was holding me together will they see my mask and forsake me never seeing the real me or will they see my mask and look past it and see the true person behind it and put me back together i will wait for them long as there is life left in me maybe past that point if they never come

so ya this time of the year is sapose to be all happy and fun for all the little people of the world but for me it just means i get to deal with the dregs of the uperclass that dont feel like cooking on the holidays. ya my work week started thursday and it ends monday ohhhh fuckin joy.

never fear people fear what is in their mind. with me it is like my mind is a steal trap no any one that goes looking in it gets mauled. so bring a good bandaid if you want a look in me.