xThe Marshalx's blog: "My Lyrics"

Broken Angel Verse One I've lost everything, With out reason, Nothing makes sense, I'm so confused, Where have I gone, Lost inside my self, The mirror breaks me down, Laughing in my face Verse Two The beast inside, Masks the man I need to be, An empty shell is all I am, No feelings nothing's real, The candle burns, As a memory fades, All hope is gone, Here as I stand Verse Three In the beginning I believed, In the middle I was deceived, Now I'm not afraid, Now I'm invincible, Nothing can touch me, No one can love me, I lurk in the shadows, I feel no pain Verse Four And now as I begin, I can feel myself break, Don't look behind now, The candle will burn bright, Trust in myself that I'm alive, Someone showed me the way, Someone showed me love, Someone believed in the beast Verse Five And now I'm not afraid, To show who I am deep, The mirror no longer shows, A masked man lost within himself, Scared to feel anything, Afraid to loose everything, You set me free, A broken angel like me

Love Dies Like Me Verse One I look down on my scars, I feel everyone come alive, You buried yourself so deep inside my skin, I cut you out, Haunted by the memories of you, Living them out inside my mind, I take these pills to ease the pain, This cant go on Chorus One When you walked away, I swore I heard a tear fall, When I looked in disbelief, I swore I saw an angel die, When I suffered for years, I swore you never cared, When I took these pills, I swore you died inside of me Verse Two There's only so much you regret, Before you start to freeze, How can a man let go without knowing, Without going insane, Petrified on the outside, Is it that obvious I'm in this pain, Denying the memories, The ones that taint this broken mind Chorus Two Tired of fearing the sun, For it brings back the joy you brought me, Tired of being in this state, Disbelief that you could leave, Tired of dying each day I'm alive, Hoping you would return, Tired of holding onto a dream, This must end, This must end Verse Three Was it because I gave you everything, I cant understand, You were the only one that existed, How could I move on, In my world you were like, The rose that survived the fall, You stole everything in my life, All I had was you

Silhouette of a Death For many years I could not see, The wreckage I laid behind me, Buried myself in a pool of red, Closing around me everyday, Fascinated with destruction, I will thrive in my own demise, Look at the choices I've made, Look at wounds of love and war All the silent screams, They could not change, The wind blows as it may, It leaves me to my fate, I cannot wish for another chance, My pride gets in the way, I can only fear, This is only but the beginning So I sit and lay in the waste, A product of my own unbecoming, Mesmerized by the fact I'm dying, I cannot live, In this trance that will not break, I cannot care, I scratch at this burning in my heart, Only knowing it gets worse All the silent screams, They could not change, The wind blows as it may, It leaves me to my fate, I cannot wish for another chance, My pride gets in the way, I can only fear, This is only but the beginning Only one thing I see but the end, One thing clouding my vision, One thing that has me in this state, One thing that buries me alive, One thing that could save me a demise, One thing that never felt, Only one promise that could have been kept, One someone that never loved me All the silent screams, They could not change, The wind blows as it may, It leaves me to my fate, I cannot wish for another chance, My pride gets in the way, I can only fear, This is only but the beginning

Hero's Never (Verse One) As I lay on this bed, Broken promises are running threw my head, Tomorrows another day, But I'll never get to see, They say I'm going home, A place with golden roads, They say I'm a hero, But I know hero's never die (Chorus) I used to have it all, With my wife and little girl, What came over me to decide, I need this bloody war, To be somebody's hero, When I already was at home, I guess it's to late, Cause a hero never makes mistakes (Verse Two) She was so strong, When I told her I was leaving, Right up until I left, Then she broke down and said, Don't worry baby we'll be fine, Just promise you'll come back, See they say I'm a hero, But I heard hero's never lie (Chorus) I used to have it all, With my wife and little girl, What came over me to decide, I need this bloody war, To be somebody's hero, When I already was at home, I guess it's to late, Cause a hero never makes mistakes (Verse Three) Daddy why did you leave, Don't you love me anymore? Did I do something bad? I promise I'll be a good, Daddy when are you coming home, It's been a really long time, How can they call me a hero, When hero's never leave anyone behind (Chorus) I used to have it all, With my wife and little girl, What came over me to decide, I need this bloody war, To be someone's hero, When I was already at home, I guess it's to late, Cause a hero never makes mistakes By Trevor Riddle

Every Thing Beautiful Every wall I've ever built, Escapes into the wind to reveal, Emotions that pour down like rain, Burning holes into my soul, Stare off into nothing, Trying to find a piece of understanding, Just when I start to believe, My life shatters into pieces Every thing beautiful has died in me, Trying to run but I can't breathe, Secret shards of you left behind, Cut into my very core, I've locked myself away, Turned out all the lights, It's so dark maybe I won't notice, The burning pain of you and me I tried to let you go, You make home seem like a nightmare, Your voice still echo's off the wall, Your scent still remains, I can believe your in my arms, Still warm to the touch, I nearly think your here, In that moment I open my eyes Everything beautiful has died in me, Try to run but I can't breathe, Secret shards of you left behind, Cut into my very core, I've locked myself away, Turned out all the lights, It's so dark maybe I won't see, The burning pain of you and me The candle devours my feelings, In a bright red flame, I know it recognizes my pain, So visible in the dark, Fearing to let you leave, What have I become, Hiding in memories of you, I suffocate in the beauty of love Everything beautiful has died in me, Try to run but I can't breathe, Secret shards of you left behind, Cut into my very core, I've locked myself away, Turned out all the lights, It's so dark maybe I won't see, The burning pain of you and me

Alone With You(revised) (Verse One) One day I caught myself questioning, Is it worth it all, Laying by your side, Feeling not a damn thing within, Staring into nothing each night, Just trying to sleep, Evading this emptiness inside, Filling it with dreams (Chorus) Aching for that escape, I'll bend for you, Hurting myself seems so innocent, When I see you smile, I know in my heart, This can't be my home, One day I know I'll break, Until then I'll cry myself to sleep (Verse Two) When I'm alone each day, I feel so alive I can't breath, When you come home, I say I love you how was your day, Lying to myself feeling so numb, Killing myself inside, I'll keep pretending, As long as it makes you smile (Chorus) Longing for that escape, I'll bend for you, Hurting myself seems so innocent, When I see you smile, I know in my heart, This cant be my home, One day I know I'll break, Until then I'll cry myself to sleep (Verse Three) I can't look at myself, I never look into the mirror, I never stare into my eyes, I don't even know if I'm here, Laying here my heart pounds, So I know there's still hope, Before it's to late, How long before I can turn and run away (Chorus) Longing for that escape, I'll bend for you, Hurting myself seems so innocent, When I see you smile, I know in my heart, This cant be my home, One day I know I'll break, Until then I'll cry myself to sleep

Afraid Of You (verse one) Living life in the shadows of, Your darkest fears, Everyone wants to play them out, Just inspite of you, Nobody cares anymore, That they're killing you, And your powerless, To everyone around (chorus) Feeling the shame from, everyone, Im the one, to blame, Cut down, drug out, Left to dry hung to die, We are the simple kind, Pushed around, till we cry, Not even one, Single man, Afraid of you (verse two) Just another week, incomplete, Hollow from the abuse, Sacrifice my life, For you to be amused, Push around, Drag me down, Rip his heart from the seams, Nobody has a clue, What they really do (chorus) (verse three) Here I come, Ready or not, Your wasted, You only get what you deserve, And here I am, Dont hesitate, Pull the trigger, Your wasted, Now you've tasted, What you deserve, My Revenge (chorus)

My love When I close my eyes, I dream of you, You were my soldier, My woman in arms, You were my rock, My strength of heart, You stood your ground, When I fell apart And as I stand here today, Morning the loss of you, My heart sinks to the thought, My fears have come true And a single tear rolls down my face, It hits so hard, That your finally gone, I break down and die inside I just want to be with you, My love, My heart is gone with the tide, My love, You've come to sweep me away, My Love, Forever more I will live for you, My love Stuck in this world alone, Dying to be with you, It's an irony I've come to hate, Lost in the shadows of shame, I wonder from time to time, If your looking in on me, I know you hate what you see, I wonder if you still believe in me I just want to be with you, My love, My heart has died with you, My love, I wish upon the angels to sweep me away, My love, Forever more we will live, My love