Kat's blog: "my life"

You all hate your children
they're too fat to feed
your on medication
taking pills to sleep i think
im doing just fine
compared to what you've been doing
i won't get vacciniated
insurance costs too much
you think your so persuasive
but i'm not giving up, saving, my life
it's not what your doing

I, i won't justify
the way i live my life
cause i'm the one
living it, feeling it, tasting it,
and your just wasting your time
trying to throw me a line
when your the one drowning,
i like where i'm at
on my back floating down in my own riptide
the water is fine

i like to step on cracks
i go against the odds
you think my world is flat
do i turn you on, maybe
yeah i'm wrong
but i like where i'm going
i leave when others stay
i never re-decide
i don't mind if you wait
but i don't waste my time, crazy
is just fine
cause i like where i'm going

I am done pretending
You have failed to find what's left
I will suck you dry again
Some are not worth saving
You are such a pretty mess
I will choke the life within

Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin
And now your life
Is broken

After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care

I am suffocating
You have failed to pull me in
I will drag you down again
Life is unrelenting
Feeding lies into my head
I will feed the lies you live

I can't afford to care

Take a breath
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win
Had enough
Let's begin
Nevermind
I don't care

All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
Let it go
If you could
When love dies in the end

So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life

Here we go
Does it hurt
Say goodbye
to this world
I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse

All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
I'll be gone
when you fall
Your sad life
Says it all

Don't carry me under
You're the devil in disguise
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind

Here I lie forever
Sorrow still remains
Will the water pull me down and wash it all away
Come and take me over
Welcome to the game
Will the current drag me down and carry me away
Suddenly the light begins to fade 

I'm falling down
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
It's over now

Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it's over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing left inside
But I am wide awake
I can hear the devil call my name

There's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go.