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wolfman43's blog: "my life story"

created on 06/02/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-life-story/b87985
Kerry Hoffmann Story 11/19/03 I was born in Seaside, Oregon at 12 p.m. On April 30/1963. Well I had very large family 8 kids in all. Some are haft Brothers Sisters. My Mom was married 3 or 4 times but she was not to happy and loving Wife and Mother to her kids. When I was like 2 years old I moved to Mitchell, South Dakota. Where I lived till I was 18 when I moved out and started hitch hiking all over the places. From South Dakota to Nev. for 2 years and got a job as a dishwasher to make the rent & food till I could find a better paying job. Well that is when I join the carnal (Butler Amusements) they where in the town and I ask them how much they made a week and it was more than I could make there dishwashing. So I left there and got hired as a ride jock in the show. Well it was hard work but fun to we where all over different places in the U.S.A. and I loved it meeting new people and kids and making new friends and more. But that is another story. Then I came home to see my mom dad where moving from South Dakota back to Seaside Oregon so I ask butch my boss if I could go and help them move and he told me yes. But to meet him at the town he was in with was Salem Oregon and that is when I could start back there at the same pay and be at the same rides. So I help mom and dad moved to Seaside Oregon. Then came back to Salem Oregon and was with them all year long. Then I move to Oakland cal. where I was a cab driver/dispatcher for Friendly Cab. That was a fun but hard job to do you did not know what was going to happen to you in the cab that night. You were set to homes /APT. Aces were people call for a cab. So you could get set to any places most of my fares at that time were men & women from the Navy ships come home going to ships going to the town shopping ladies/men/kids any one calls you. I was work as a cab driver driving in Alameda and down town Oakland, Calf. And that is what I done for a living drove cab and Dispatch cabs in that town. When I was driving cab I kept in touch with my mom & dad. Mom was very sick with throat cancer. When she was in the hospital and the doctor told my dad that she was not going to make it a long time he told me and I was n my way to come down and e with both mom and dad for any kind of help and loving support I could be to them. When mom got some better I left to see my brother in Salem Oregon he was living and was on the Union Gospel Mission Program. I had not seen him in 7 years so it was a shock for him to see me come in to the doors and check in as A (client) guest here and ask him what to do to live here. And after living here for a little bit I was looking for something in my life. Did not (at that time know what or who) So I joined the mission program along with the loving brother I have (Tony). And moved on with my life that it was not knowing what to do or who to look to for God I ask the pastor what I had to do for life after death. That is when I ask Jesus Christ in to my life as my Lord and Savior of my life. That is when I started to fill better. CLAM thinking well loving life and wanting to help any one that I could. I got baptized in the First Baptist Church. The truth I did not fill any thing different at all. Till much later in life I could here and tell when Jesus was there in the room and here him telling me I was doing wrong not letting him show me how & where to be go for him. That is when I my dad called the mission to talk to Tony my brother he was up stairs a sleep and one of the guys was ask to go get him for the phone call that it was his dad and need to talk to him. Well not to many people knew that it was my dad not Tony’s (same mom not dad) step dad so I took the call and ask dad what was going on that is when he ask me if Tony was there I said he was on his way. So my dad told me what was going on that my mom had pass away in her sleep. In the night at the hospital and that is when I pass out and fell to the floor I did not remember any thing till I was woke up by my brother asking me if I was ok. That is when it hit me. My mom was gone and I was alone no mother to pray for me and to look for me when I come home to be with both of my loving parents. So I was in hurting morning my mom and I did not know why god would take her from me. And I did not pray on this I was yelling and ask God WHY did not fill good wanted to run hurt and move with my dad and make him fill good. Could not he did not have the place to have me there all the time I came back to the mission and was not in with the mission program. I wanted to know why my mom was gone and God took her from my family and me. That is why I left the mission and the program. Till he told me why. I did not know why I was filling that way with God but I did not fill he could help any one or me. I was wrong I was told by a man of God a Pastor here at the Union Gospel Mission His name is Bill Smith he was a nighttime pastor here from 430p.m till 7.p.m. I ask him why God was doing this to me and hurting me by taking my mom from me he told me that my mom was hurting here on earth and that it would be much better in heaven than here hurting all the time so she is better in heaven looking and talking to Jesus for me. So I ask God to take care of me and my mom dad and family. Well now to me as a child of Jesus Christ I took Bill Smith help a lot and I ask God to help me in my walk with his Son Jesus Christ that is when I was ask by a friend what I am going to do with my life here in Salem Oregon. I told him I wanted to go back to the program and finish the program that God wanted me to finish so that is what I done after 4 month living here I rejoin the program and ask God to work in me help me with my walk with him and here with he is doing and will keep on doing I have had some trials and temptations but he showed me a way out. Always sending me to the Lord Jesus Christ. Telling me to ask him to help me with all of my troubles And fears of not being in his save grace. But I read and kept reading my Bible and fond the answer to what I wanted to know. That I am in the loving arms of Jesus Christ and will always be there . I fall from time to time and ask him to help me with what I have done and will still do that it is hard to have a loving /friendly/happy Fellowship with the men here on and off the program when some of them do not will not be your brother in Christ I have had troubles with some of the program men here and I try to stay happy and friendly to them but most of the time they turn and say stuff behind your back and make up thing about you but I have learned to forgive them and move on praying for all of them. I want to move on with the lord and move on to how the Lord cans open doors here in the mission as more learning for me . hurting I have had hurting lots but that is and has been taken from me as I have ask the lord to take it and move on with the mission ok and move in to a more peoples job here helping serving the men and the people
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