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Today is APRIL 24, 2008

Am going to start blogging here cause my husband doesn't have and isn't on this site as of yet! ugggggh. He thinks am cheating on him. No am not! Am just looking for friends TRUE HEARTED FRIENDS right now. But, I have lived with an abuser, and am getting my life in gear soon very soon! I worked out at physical therapy today the person who did my therapy today was a guy and he pushed me to do things I didn't think I could do. Am hoping I become strong enough to start being more aggresive when need to be.... so that a MAN can't hurt me again! I can't believe the nerve of some MEN to think we are the weaker SEX and they start taking advantage of us etc. WELL am here to tell ya NO MORE ABUSE For this WOMAN am not going to put up with it NO MORE!! Am not going to be a welcome MAT not more! My husband stole all my stocks about 6 years ago and left me high and dry so to speak, he keeps getting into credit card issues and tries to relay on me to get him out of the messes he gets himself into!! But, am disabled I can't find work right now. Yet, it seems he is waiting around for a MIRICLE to happen to help him once again! I was in another car accident this past OCT. and am due for a seattlement from it. How much is the question??? My husband also pushed me down when we got into a fight over the money he basically stole, and messed up my knee and I have permanant arthritis in it now!! GRRRRRRRRRR! But, as long as I keep the musles strong to help support the knee I useally don't have much trouble with it. THANK GOODNESS. He banged my head up agianst the door this last summer and I ended up having a big knot on my head and was knocked out loopy for about a whole week! I kept asking him TAKE ME TO THE DOCTOR he would NOT! He twisted my wrist one time too, its still hurts every so often. And several times he has pinned me down to a chair or couch etc. GRRRRRRRRRRR! IF Anyone has been abused I do not wish it on them what so ever ! Its not only PHYSICALLY ABUSE but, its also MENTAL! But, I WILL NOT LET HIM PUSH ME AROUND NO MORE! And HE IS NOT GOING TO GET THE BEST OF ME! Am far more a better person than letting him bring me down to his level! I have lots of GOD GIVING TALENTS that is ready to explode and all.... but, since am in this situation I can't seem to procede with my DREAMS OF THOSE TALENTS. I can sing really good so can my daughter! Me and my daughter is always singing with songs and doing KAROKE we sing in choir at church. I can play a PIANO by ear most of the time, a dulcimer by ear, and a harmonica and it by ear most of the time too! Anyway enough of this blog I think All I know am READY FOR A CHANGE and a more POSITIVE CHANGE TO! AMEN AND AMEN!!
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