Richard34's blog: "My Heart"

There is a desire within each of us,
in the deep center of ourselves
that we call our heart.
We were born with it,
it is never completely satisfied,
and it never dies.
We are often unaware of it,
but it is always awake.

It is the Human desire for Love.
Every person in this Earth yearns to love,
to be loved, to know love.
Our true identity, our reason for being
is to be found in this desire.

Love is the "why" of life,
why we are functioning at all.
I am convinced
it is the fundamental energy
of the human spirit.
the fuel on which we run,
the wellspring of our vitality.

And grace,
which is the flowing,
creative activity, of love itself,
is what makes all goodness possible.

Love should come first,
it should be the beginning of,
and the reason for everything.

I want my nature in you right now
Watching as it slowly raises to the occasion
In the process playing with yourself
From my excitement
You miss my tongue and the way it vibrates
I want to take my tongue on a tour
In your valley’s flow
While you guide my head in the direction ashore
Where your body shines for my attention
Then I come up and slide in. Slowly stroking your deep tissues
Moans in my ear, whispers of how much I miss you
To tease I pull back you can’t fight the urge
To finger yourself deep
Wishing it was me back deep inside
Then you feel my warm dick entering in slowly
Wanting me to grind on top of you
While kissing you deeply
Gripping your ass and you squeeze my dick
While holding on ready for this ride
Nothing else matters right at this moment
As thought of me consume your inside
You asked for every inch, I give you every inch
I glide all of me in then grind your tissues end
Then slowly pulling back as you squeeze
And I jam back in you fulfilling your inner needs
I pull out slowly
Then kiss you down until I reach the juices we’ve made
Fingering you then I place my fingers in your mouth to taste
So you can taste our love
While sliding back into our love
Holding your legs back digging deep because we’re not done
Stroking you deep and faster
Deeper and harder
Toes curling as you’re at peeks end
Your valley clinches
As I slide deep taking all of my inches
I whisper softly “Come for me!”
Hearing those words you release..

Because of you, in gardens of blossoming
Flowers I ache from the perfumes of spring.
I have forgotten your face, I no longer
Remember your hands; how did your lips
Feel on mine?

Because of you, I love the white statues
Drowsing in the parks, the white statues that
Have neither voice nor sight.

I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice;
I have forgotten your eyes.

Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to
My vague memory of you. I live with pain
That is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
Make to me an irreperable harm.

Your caresses enfold me, like climbing
Vines on melancholy walls.

I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to
Glimpse you in every window.

Because of you, the heady perfumes of
Summer pain me; because of you, I again
Seek out the signs that precipitate desires:
Shooting stars, falling objects.

You walked into my life without warning

You walked into my heart without even trying

Your name walks into my mind with ease

Your memory makes me smile without a second thought

You are the last thought I have before sleep over takes me

You are not there in the morning when I reach for you

Is this feeling real but could never be

Why does your memory make the day better

Why does your name make my heart skip a beat

Why does your smile make me speechless

Why do your eyes melt me like I was ice in the sun

Why do I feel this way when it can't be

Is this feeling real I ask myself

Why does this feeling have to be real