TEH S3X N1NJA K1NG PROMO FANTASIA OWND ...'s blog: "my girls"

Why do i feel this way like i just wanna die think these lonely thoughts of commiting suicide would she even notice would she even care im not with her now watching over, standing there watching this angel as she sleeps and dreams unaware shes rippin my world apart at the seams id do anything and everything just to see her happy but im the one that makes her cry and feel really crappy Id give her the world if shed just let me but shes part of the reason im sittin here lonely part of the reason im sittin here now weapon in hand ready to take the vow take the knife and plunge it deep i pray to the lord her soul you keep hold the gun steady squeeze the trigger let it all out as the mess gets bigger grab the pills and pop em quick fuck the world let my blood run thick think to myself as my eyes grow heavy what have i done my heart goes unsteady lying on the ground life fading fast memories flash by events from the past all of them her our first kiss all these things that i will miss i think about it as i lay here dying will she notice, will she be crying i lay here thinking as my life winds down of the fateful tragedy unseen to the town when theyve seen what i have gone and done lying im a puddle of my own blood lying on the ground with a gun in my hand and a knife and a bottle on the dresser stand what will they do when it all falls through when theyre at the funeral of young dustin u Dustin B. Unrath

Her name is jenna shes always on my mind shes nice shes smart shes cool plus shes hella fine shes my socal sweetie, shes my southern love when i talk to her she makes me rise above i can make her smile and i can make her laugh plus shes super awesome cuz she likes to read my raps i talk to her on msn i really like this girl shes my socal sweetie shes my precious pearl it seems her family likes me even her mean sister shes got my whole mind spinnin like a twister i always think about her i love this girl to death i hope she likes me too, that im not wastin my breath i cant wait to get home just so we can talk so i can read this to her to show how much she rocks Dustin B. Unrath

You and i will never be as much that pains me even if you disagree its easy enough to see you and i cant be together will i leave you no never but nothing last forever i wouldnt make things better to know these feelings that i know as i watch you come and go these seeds in me that you have sewn without you they will never grow summers coming schools ending fast will you remember or will i just be the past things always happen but nothing lasts someone else has the greener grass schools out and i think to myself ill love her through sickness and health shed be my treasure, my personal wealth because of her im in a dry spell does she even know i exist, will i ever get my kiss one day she wont resist just gotta be happy not pissed im lying on my death bed, a grave injury to the head wont be long before im dead, what a useless life ive lead something makes me close my eyes, then i open to my suprise the sound of her voice makes me open them wide there she is standing by my side.. Dustin B. Unrath

I see her with you got me feeling hella jealous bomb ass girl, hot as hell and a bangin body too you look over at me flaunting whatcha got you know that your lucky taunting me on the spot showing her off cause you know how i feel i glance at you and see you kiss the girl i never got will be the only one i miss i look at you see your goofy ass smile and stop for a second and think for a while what that bitch got that i dont would she give me a chance i know she wont stunning, smart hella nice too but for some odd reason shes with you.. Dustin B. Unrath

Hey girl, your all i think about how you get your way when you do your little pout the way i feel when you smile at me how you act like your mad over little thing i tell you bout other girls and you act like you care how i look away when you catch me stare how i turn around to look at you just to see you smile even getting caught by teacher you make it all worth while you have idea how i really feel and if things go right you never will all i want for you is for you to be happy dont care about me dont care about the rest all that i want is for you to get the best Dustin B. Unrath

Can you see me or am i just invisible when i see you the feelings incredible another day without you is like another day in hell they tell me stay away, the tell me shes taken i tell em ya i know im waiting till shes vacant you see i really like her she doesnt even know this girls different, shes special not like any fuckin ho Dustin B. Unrath

Theres one special girl that every guy has but what do you do when she wont give you the chance i always think about her shes always on my mind shes in one of my classes its me she sits behind she also has a boyfriend which might be why maybe ill get my chance until then lets go get high thatll make the time go faster riley is a lucky bastard Dustin B. Unrath