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Answered by me but not created by me... [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ ] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [ ] I'm in school/university [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school/college. [ ] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school/college. [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [x] I failed more than 1 class last year. [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired. Embarrassment [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something [x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [ ]I've had my pants rip/drop in public Health [ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. [ ] I've gotten stitches. [ ] I've broken a bone. [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. Traveling [ ]I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [ ] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe. [ ] I've been to Africa. Experiences [ ] I've gotten lost in my city. [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [x] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car. [ ] I've been Skiing [ ] I've been in a play. [ ] I've met someone in person from the internet. [ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [x] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [ ] I've ridden in a taxi. [x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] I've eaten Sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [ ] I'm single [x] I'm in a relationship. [x] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality [ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex [x] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed in the rain. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [ ] I've cheated on a test. [ ] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [x] I've been in a fist fight. [ ] I've been arrested. [x] I've shoplifted. Drugs/Alcohol [ ] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've smoked weed [x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrooms. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [x] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [x] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I'm addicted to self harm. [x] I've woken up crying. Death and Suicide [ ] I'm afraid of dying. [x] I hate funerals. [x] I've seen someone dying. [x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [x] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [x] I've planned my own suicide. [x] I've attempted suicide. [x] I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ ] i own iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [ ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [ ] I own something from The Gap. [x] I own something I got on e-bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie. Random [x] I can sing well. [x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [ ] I open up to others easily. [ ] I watch the news. [x] I don't kill bugs. [ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [ ] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [ ] I twirl my hair [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name [ ] I love being neat [ ] I love Spam [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [x] I bake well. [ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. [ ] I would wear pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun. [ ] I am in love with love. [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I believe in ghosts. [x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [ ] I love white chocolate [x] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games. [ ] I'm good at remembering faces. [ ] I'm good at remembering names [x] I'm good at remembering dates. [x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [x] My answers are totally honest
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Creation Story

WICCAN CREATION STORY Long, long ago, the world slept in the arms of a dark void. From this place of nothingness, Spirit drew together and created Our Lady of Infinite Love. She danced among the heavens Her feet beating out the rhythm of all creation. Sparks of light flew from her hair, giving birth to the stars and planets. As She twirled, these heavenly bodies moved with Her in the divine symphony of the Universe. When Her dancing quickened, She formed the seas and mountains. She chanted words of love and joy, as these sounds fell to Earth the flowers and trees were born. From the pure, white light of Her breath came the colours of the universe, turning all things to vibrant beauty. From Her bubbling laughter came the sounds of the pristine running water of the streams, the gentle lapping waters of the lakes, and the roaring screams of the oceans. Her tears of joy became rains of survival. When Her dancing slowed and She sought a companion with whom to share the wonders of the world, Spirit created The Lord as Her lifemate and companion. Because The Lady so loved the Earth, Spirit made Her companion half spirit, half animal so that together the Lord and Lady could populate the Earth. The Lord's power moves through her and She showers the Earth and all upon it with Her blessings. Together the Lord and Lady gave birth to all the birds, animals, fishes, and people of our world. m To protect and guide the humans, the Lord and Lady created the power spirits. These energies walk with us always, though we often cannot see them. Their speech creates positive energy, from which we draw strength. To each bird the Lady gave a magic song, and to each animal the Lord bestowed instincts to survive. The Lord is the master of the animal and vegetable kingdoms, and therefore wears the antlers of a stag upon His great head. This half-man, half-animal aspect shows His great joy in both the human and animal creations of the Spirit. As the humans began to grow and prosper, the Lord and Lady saw the need for healers among them. And so they drew forth energy from the realm of angels and from the realm of power animals and from the human realm to create the Witches. The Witches brought with them the wisdom of the Lord and Lady, the ability to heal, and the art of magic. The Lady taught the Witches how to cast a magic circle and talk to the Spirit, the Lord taught them how to communicate with the energies of water, fire, air and earth and commune with the animal and plant kingdoms. At first, the humans accepted the Witches and treated them fairly; but because the Witches were different, humans began to fear the Wise Ones of the Lord and Lady, thus the Witches became the Hidden Children, conducting their rites of positive energy in secret lest they risk capture and death at the hands of uneducated humans. As the world grew darker with ignorance and hate of human creation, the Lady took the body of the Moon to represent the gentle light of Her perfect peace, and the Lord took the vibrant rays of the Sun as His symbol of strength in perfect love. And once a month, when the Moon is full, the Witches celebrate and remember the blessings our Mother has bestowed upon us. We call forth Her energy to help us take care of ourselves, our families, our planet, and our friends. Four times a year the Witches celebrate the festivals of fire and honour the Lord and His love for us- these are called the cross-quarters. At the four quarters of the seasons, the Witches honour the cycle of life and the gifts of the Earth with festivals to both the Lord and Lady- signifying the balance they have brought us- the Equinoxes and Solstices. The Lady has many names- Isis, Astarte, Bride, Diana, Aradia, Hecate- and the Lady walks within and beside each woman. The Lord has many faces, from the strong Cernunnos to the delightful Pan. He guards and guides us and resides within and beside each man. When thunder roars in the heavens, and lightning crack from the ground, the Lord and Lady dance the divine myth of creation so that we may remember them and know that we are never alone. When the Sun rises each morning, we bask in the joy of His love for us, and when the Moon moves through her phases, we understand the cycle of birth, growth, death and rebirth. When it is our time, the Witches enter the Summerland, From the Spirit that moves and flows through the Lord and Lady we continue to learn the mysticism of the Universe so that we may return, life after life, to serve our brothers and sisters. In each lifetime, Spirit guides us through learning experiences, preparing us along the way for our individual missions. Sometimes we are born among our own kind, and in other instances we must seek out our spiritual family. Many of us do not remember our chosen path until we reach adulthood, but others know instinctively of their heritage from the time they form their own thoughts. We are the Witches, the representation of the growth of wisdom on our planet. We are the Hidden Children, back from the dead. We are the people, the power, the change, and we have incarnated in every race and culture. We are the angels of Earth. This is the wiccan creation story, it could vary from person to person, but i choose this one.

Graphic Arts baby!!!!

Yeah i took one year of graphic art in high school. In order to take art major courses art students had to complete and pass drawing and painting which was pretty much an introduction to art major 1. So, luckily i did pass and i contiued to the art major's. We were luck enough to have a great art program that had three art major courses which each last a year. In other words it takes up three years of high school. I loved every moment of it too. It really taught me a lot about my abilities and lack there of. Ever since i was in elementary i've taken art courses if i was able. I don't think i have good drawing and painting abilities. So i desided that graphic arts would better suite me because of the newness of it. I really enjoy using photoshop and different graphic art programs. Someday i think it would be great to get a job in that feild. It's not often though that people get to do what they really want for a living. Maybe i'll be one of the lucky ones.

What i found out...

First i'll say that my mother has been ill for awhile now. Brain damage and stuff. Because of the pacient privacy laws i cant know the exact details. But my grandmother just called and said that mom has to go to a home this week. It's soo sudden. I feel so dead. I haven't had much of a life and my parents suck, but i love them. I can't picture what's to come. Right now the song of my life is Good Charlette's "Hold on". (you can find the video on my page). So i hope someone can relate to me, it's better to go through things when ppl can relate. This one is for mom. I love you. My poem for mom... Dear Mom, You never said you'd always be there You've always been lost and unfound I can't believe your ignorance I feel so low beneath the ground There's nothing I can do now I loved you with all my heart But now you're gone You and dad tore my life apart I've learned not to trust anyone There's nothing more to say You've lost someone special You can't get back each day Now you're stuck in the dark And you will never ever feel my pain You expect me to take care of you for all the crap you still feel you're not to blame I could never forgive you Even if I tried You can never make up For the lonely nights I've cried You will never know the feeling Of never having a mother To laugh and cry and love you Instead of making you feel like nothing I've moved on with my life Without you My pain has kept so long I'm telling you how I feel inside Not that you'd understand why i cry Because of you I'm stronger my children will HAVE a mother I didn't turn out wrong But throught it all i have and will always love you. You are my mother and i love you.

Halo and being bored

Yeah Halo fucking rocks man. God i love that game. We have xbox live, so i play alot. What fucking annoys me are the fucking 12 year old fuck-tard's who think that their all kwel so they get on and start trash talking ppl. OMFG, how lame is that. Seriously, that really fucking pisses me off. It's funny how they tell ppl they're going down and yet at the end of the match they're the one's who die. Lol, lmao. Yeah it's funny to be on sometime's. It's nice to play with ppl who don't care about the outcome of the game. I mean keyword-it's a game so anyway....i'm bored. Yeah, the ppl who live below us are listening to their LOUD music....don't get me wrong i LOVE music, but when i wanna sleep or concentract it's friggin annoying. It was funny the other day though, i thought someone was going to get beat down. A major bitchfest was going down. I'm always amused by girl's fighting. The sad thing is most bitch fight's give the female a bad rep for fighting. First off, if someone pisses me off that bad i'll fucking KO their ass. Not claw them to death. Like WTF??? Lol, punch, dodge, punch and kick. For god's sake i wanna see women kick ass the right way. Fucking preppy bitches are mostly too affriad to just hall of and KO a chick. Dude if your gunna get hit, might as well not only be delt dmg, but DO dmg. Wtf ever, i'm bored. Anyway, check yall later. Peace.
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