I know that I am hard to get along with. I always want things my way. But it's my life. I shouldn't have to live my life a way that I don't want. I don't want a man that disappears for days at a time. It is MY FAULT for letting it happen all these years. I should have walked away then. You don't think you ae wrong because this is how you are. You did it before me and you will do it long after me. Just because you like it doesn't mean I have to like it. I don't want to live my life this way anymore. I should have stopped it in the beginning. So now is the time to make a change. If I can't have what i want in a man, then I would just rather be alone. I have done everything I know to do to help you change into the man that I want. And again this is MY FAULT because you didn't want to change. I am sorry for everything I have tried to make you become. Since it is all MY FAULT I am the only one that can stop it. You have your life and I want mine. And in the long run we can all be happy.
