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Brina1981's blog: "My Blogs"

created on 06/30/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-blogs/b97340

A few poems I wrote

REFLECTIONS As she gazes into the lake her eyes look at the reflections of a troubled young woman. Eyes so full of pain and anger that stems from somewhere beyond her. So lost deep within the hurt she can't seem to see her way out. Loneliness drives her mad, companionship is lost. Always feeling like she is so alone and unloved. Never being able to find someone that can see through her masks. Searching for something she may never find. Always feeling unworthy of something as great as happiness. She sinks deeper and deeper into a depression that is killing her. Praying at night that she will not see the light of another day but deep down knowing her prayers will go unanswered again. Crying out for help but there is no one there that understands how she is feeling. In fear that she will become another depression satistic. How horrible could death be? Couldn't be worse than life. Unsure of what she is feeling. Being saddened by the thoughts of regrets and self loathing. Not sure where to turn. Becoming overwhelmed by a darkness that she knows will consume her completely this time. Welcoming it, wanting it, and hoping it takes her quickly. AN ERRATIC MIND An erratic mind that knows no bounds, a constant torment of thoughts. An ongoing process that never slows down. Days without sleep, moments of rage, long periods of introverted anger. Never knowing where to turn when the thoughts overwhelm me. Hoping and wishing one day things will slow before snapping and causing great pain. Torturous and impervious anguish that nothing takes away. Feeling imprisoned within my own mind. Surrounded by a pain no one understands. Always searching for an answer but never finding one. Spending days feeling like I am trapped by something that will never be overcame. Feeling like I am being punished for being me. Never feeling peace, not knowing what tomorrow will bring, holding out for something that may never be there.

WTF is wrong with people

Ok maybe someone could explain something to me. Why in the hell are all of these people getting bent out of shape if they are rated a 7? OMFG 7 out of 10 WTF that is over average. Why do people worry about it so much? Don't people understand what you look like isn't important, it is how you carry yourself that is. I mean seriously, if you are the most beautiful person in the world and your personality sucks most aren't going to think that you are beautiful. I dunno it just bothers me that people think they have to rely on looks and appearance to believe that they are important. Besides when I rate these pictures it isn't all about how beautiful or ugly someone is. I look at the sincerity, the lighting, what is in the pictures, etc. Maybe some people should get to know me a little better before they jump the gun and think I am downrating others.
Hey all Im new and I was wondering if anyone could help me out with changing my background... Thnx Brina
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