DUTCH's blog: "more crap"

u think im insensitive but what do u know u shut me out when was the last time u looked in the mirror maybe u would see a reflection like i see of you your heart is a stone your body much the same your a cold person and your the one to blame it takes two too tango but for you one will do fine i never cared for you you dont care for anything emptiess is your being your life is a drain i hope for you that you'll change and then you'll be the one i can blame

i wonder why life is cruel why am i the laughing stock what did i do did i pray right did i sin did i make u sad i try to make u happy so u just laugh u dont understand u never will i have feelings and you cant see them but they are there wasting away broken hurt i hope you feel the same way some day but till then i pray its you who feels the hurt

she wonders around, no one seems to care she thinks and she cries and then she combs her hair wondering what was wrong and why it had to be the only thing left was to gaze at the sea the sea was reluctant to share its time with her she sat and she cried and she took her turn her turn was to slowly make sure she would die she had nothing she had nadda and to her this was fine as every passing moment had gone through her thoughts she wrapped up herself in her guilt she had brought so the time is now and the time is gone for the poor helpless girl she would be forever alone