betcha cant do it like me's blog: "Moments in the life of AIG....."

You had so much to say, but because of circumstances beyond your control, or certain people that are in your circle of friends, or maybe in your life you couldn't express what you really wanted to? Is it just me?? Am I the only nice person left that doesn't say shyt that I need to say, just to spare the feelings of others??? I am REALLY angry right now.. and im Extremley HURT right now.. and I don't kno how to handle it.. Normally, I'd just shut myself off from the world.. deal with it.. extinguish the problem and move on.. but see the problem I have.. WILL NOT GO AWAY... and I can't shut down becuz i've worked so hard to become a more open person. I've worked soo hard to keep a positive outlook at things.. and be a more happy person. but latley.. Im reallly startin to regret becoming that person, it seems like I've got more ppl comin at me wit BULLSHYT then ever before.. WHY??? cuz I'm nice.. WELL DO NOT take my kindness as a weakness.. belive me.. YOU DO NOT wanna get on my bad side.. but yet.. erryone STEADY Fuckin wit me.. and fuckin wit me HARD.. Uggh.. Ima shut the fuck up now b4 I say sum shyt I regret or end up hurtin yet anooooooooooother person.. SMFH!! *drops the mic and walks out*

Ok so I'm at a HUGE cross road in my life... *sigh* .. I've got a ton of mixed up, balled up, hidden as much as visible, new as well as old emotions running thru me.. I'm soooo unsure of things, yet sooooo certain of them.. I feel like I'm an oxymoron mised with a bit of schizophrenic!! I've had converstations with myself reagarding things going on in my life, and it seems to be clear at one moment, and hazy the next. I can feel SOOOO completely comfortable, secure, and warm... and in the flash of and instant, or blink of an eye be so completely alone and insecure I just want to throw it ALL away and run from everyone.... I just Can't call it......

Ok, so this is my first blog here.. figured it was high time to pop my own cherry! lol.. soooooooooo nothing to insightful for today... but I'll be sure to keep erryone of you updated.. hopefully I'll get sum more feedback here then in the other spots im normally on.. seems like no one ever answers me anymore.. Ok.. Love yall ~AIG