IrIsHnUtCrAcKeR Loves bling's blog: "Miss that dirty water"

COME BY CHECK OUT THE BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR, ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA, ALL FUN ALL THE TIME.. SO COME BY CHECK OUT DAZED AND CONFUSED .. CLICK ANY PICTURE TO DO SO. WE ARE ALSO HIRING DJS CHECK WITH THE OWNER OR CO OWNERS OR JUST COME BY THE LOUNGE AND ASK!!

(repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:37:30') (repost of original by 'DJ IRISH BUTTERFLY- Freak Show of Dazed & Confused & Mike's Bratt..Woot!!!' on '2008-02-19 07:40:07') (repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:44:24')

I am sitting here thinking bout the person i was in the past..the person i am at present and the person i want to become..I am pleased with who i am..a smart, spunky, big-hearted, Boston Irish woman..and im happy..dammit im happy..I have a few personal things to fix like get a job..go back to school..but i know i will have a job in a week or 2 and i will be in school and have less to worry bout after i save in a year or 2..things will work out woot woot..Three years ago i woulda hid under a couch and cried..thinkin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....lol...but I changed ..i am a more positive person now...I don't care what ppl think of me...and i don't let the things I Can't change bother me...but so many ppl it seems use thier past as a weapon..as a reason to hurt others..how cool is that??/ Reverting back to a teenager ...these ppl generally are the most unhappy ppl ...do urself a favor and change...its hard i know..doors get slammed in ur face over and over but it makes u a stronger person..a better person..A door will open or there will be an open window..it is so worth it to move on...to get so stuck in ur past that u find urself alone in the future is not the solution..the person ur mad at has moved on..the person u hate is getting stronger or simply does not care..let it go let it go ..u are hurting urself not them..i know all this from experience..i changed..i am a better person for it..and i love the ppl who love me back not the ppl who just want me round for the present..they are not worth my time,,anyways u choose who the hell u are..don't blame others.take a look at urself first..DAMMIT ALL!!!!!!

So i posted a blog earlier and it got lost in fubarland lol...yayyy...well this year is finally coming to an end..I have had a love/hate thing for it throughout...Lost 5 ppl and 2 cats in 3 months..then my job..then there was no jobs..i looked under rocks and in newspapers for one ..but everyone said october..then January..so i finally get a job and they say well its seasonal and u will have a month b4 its over..YAY..then life blew up in my face..yay!! don't get me wrong I am thankful for breathing and for the friends and fam i have..and so happy they are safe and healthy..but seriously I want to kick someones ass lol Im done kicking my own..LOL...ahhhhhhhhh I feel better now!!!