Tigresa's blog: "magpie"

I found the man that I love more than anything in my life, except myself. He gives me stregnth to fight on when everything seems worthless, he has a way of helping me to smile and not worry as much as I use to. Now my sweetheart is battling cancer and I know he feels like it's not worth the fight to go on because of the pain and the hurt. I'm lost with out him in my life. I know I'm not on much anymore and I hope he knows that no matter what happens he's in my thoughts and prayers cause I love him and I know he loves me. Yes he can be grouchy and sometimes a little impatient but when he cares about you there is nothing in the world that will stop him from being there for you. He is my Tyger. He gave me the name tigresa...he said it was elegant and that it fit me. I miss you my Tyger and I'm Lost with out you.

I have the flu...my temp is over 100 and i keep loosing my lunch...i try to be on more when i can. 143 my tyger love plz unerstand.

it is truly awful when you go to the doctors and have to be ran around all over the place... but at least i got some news and some more tests done. There is no sign of the cancer in my chest area and so thats a good thing...but there was a few things wrong that showed up that has him worried as well as me...he thinks it might have gone to my lymph nodes and so now tests are being run again. No matter what, I want all my family and friends to know that I love you and I'm going to stay no matter what.