It's gonna be a long road to be where I need to be in life. Me and my fiance' just split up. I have all kinda debt in my name b/c he didn't have credit so if he doesn't decide to still help me out I'm screwed! I'm happy cuz its something that we shoulda done (go separate ways) a long time ago. We just both wouldn't admit it. But I'm depressed cuz i did love him and I'm lonely....I'm at a lost. I know its for the better. I just don't know what to say