Kaz's blog: "Kaz' Rants"

when will people learn? this one is from a yahoo convo so here we go [HIM]: does his ownership still apply? [ME]: yes [HIM]: ah, ok [HIM]: must have gone well this past weekend [ME]: why do you ask? [ME]: ahh, yes it did [HIM]: curious about you and your potential [HIM]: I will return. Hope we can talk more then. [ME]: as long as my master allows it [HIM]: good morning again [ME]: hello [HIM]: hello slave/slut [ME]: sub/slut [HIM]: well, I prefer slut anyway [HIM]: so [HIM]: good morning again slut [ME]: good morning [ME]: my master wouldn't like hearing you call me slut though [HIM]: he wont know [HIM]: will he? [ME]: he knows everything [HIM]: but he wont know this [ME]: depends on when he comes over and decides to check my yahoo [HIM]: is he nearby? [ME]: only a couple hours away [HIM]: did he use you this weekend like you needed it? [ME]: yes [HIM]: did you service that cock? [ME]: that would not be appropriate for me to talk about [HIM]: oh? [HIM]: why? [ME]: because it is up to him to say how he uses me, i am not allowed to speak that way [HIM]: so you are a slut but only his slut? [ME]: unless he choses otherwise [HIM]: thats too bad for you [ME]: why is that? [HIM]: because you are doing that for him only and not satiating your own needs [ME]: but pleasing him is my need [HIM]: being a slut is your deepest need [ME]: being my master's slut is my need [HIM]: ok, if you say so [ME]: i do and so does he [HIM]: tell me all your nasty girl secrets [ME]: i can't do that ... do you not unserstand i have a master and must show him respect even when he is not around? [HIM]: i understand you are smoking hot and I want to get to know you in private [ME]: it is for my master to decide who gets to know me and who doesn't [HIM]: you are powerless to decide for yourself? [ME]: my power lies in the fact that i allow my master to make my decisions for me. should i decide he is unworthy to be my master, i will let him know. but until then, i CHOSE to give him the power to make my decisions [ME]: would you really want a sub who didn't give a fuck what you though?? that's not being a true submissive [HIM]: no, but I like a sub/slut that does have her own mind, brain and uses it powerfully [ME]: i use my mind [ME]: i can tell him no [ME]: but i WILL NOT show him disrespect by talking to other men in a slutty fashion. [HIM]: I know you find me attractive [ME]: that doesn't matter [HIM]: yes it does, its always a part of any equation [ME]: i don't think we have compatible ideas of what the master/sub relationship means so i think we're done talking now [HIM]: oh are we? [ME]: yes we are stupid people LEAVE ME ALONE

Okay, i can understand i'm cute and people want to see me on cam, but don't assume i'm going to let you. and if you decide you're going to call me stupid for my lifestyle choices, don't even bother to talk to me. and the reason for this rant is as follows (some names and details have been removed) ... i have edited the sb convo so you can read from the toip down with a little info at the beginning a guy sb'ed me and he asked if i had a webcam and i said yes, but i couldn't let him view it because i didn't know him and my master wasn't around to give me permission to give out personal info or to allow me to let him view ... he sais okay, then said wait a minute, master???? ...and i said yes, master the rest of the convo was as follows ... [name removed]...: may i ask why????????? ->[name removed]...: becuase i am a sub, so of course i have a master [name removed]...: sounds stupid [name removed]...: thanks for nothing then really wanted tosee you on cam [name removed]...: soryr im not hot our anything ->[name removed]...: some people think that way. but i'm happy and he's happy, so who gets hurt by it? [name removed]...: yeah whatever [name removed]...: so im a fat ass loser to you huh [name removed]...: ???????? ->[name removed]...: i never said you were a loser [name removed]...: whatever [name removed]...: yet i can't see yopu on cam i must be a damned loser [name removed]...: you ->[name removed]...: i don't even know you [name removed]...: names [details removed to protect the annoying] [name removed]...: what about you ->[name removed]...: name's Kaz, been divorced for 3 years. 2 kids. [details removed] [name removed]...: i have no kids [name removed]...: neevr ben with a woman [name removed]...: they like hot guys onl;y [name removed]...: only [name removed]...: still want to be friends with a fat ass loser now ->[name removed]...: sorry, my master is online and i'm talking to her [name removed]...: ok ask her ok [name removed]...: so i see you have no mind of your own bye ->[name removed]...: i do have a mind of my own, i DO NOT accuse people of being stupid or anything else if i am IGNORANT of their lifestyle, which you seem to be. I am a sub, NOT a slave. that means i have a mind of my own and can deny my master or mistress anything i so chose to. but out of love and honor i CHOSE to abide their decision that only THEY can view my cam without asking permission. I am sorry you do not understand the lifestyle and do not take the time to know what it is like even if you disagree with it. if you can not have an open mind to people's lifestyles then i don't want anything to do with you anyways. don't bother to contact me again unless you decide to open your mind to new experiences. and if you do, you can find me in one of my lounges