As I sit wondering about my life I realize that things aren't always as bad as it seems. But not everything is as good as most may think it to be. Yes I may have the attention of many women but not necessarily the one I wish would be content by me. What is it about her that holds me close?
Her eyes,her smile something within her captivates me. So many things draw me in but some part of me can't let go of the attention I receive from others. Are we really designed to love just one? No matter what heart ache or destruction I feel when things go wrong, the minute I see her I get lost in dreams.
When will I wake and see this dream is just a dream and that nothing more will ever be of this heavenly dream?
