This is just some of my current thoughts...if you don't really care about reading complete randomness then go somewhere else. If you don't like cuss words and think that things should be marked NSFW because of them this is for you," GO FUCK YOURSELF!" This is an adult website lets act like it your fucking pussies. If you don't like it go to myspace or somewhere else but here. Sorry to any woman I might have offended right then. My thoughts are random deal with it. Do I use proper punctuation most of the time no. I just keep one continuous paragraph with many thought in it. There might be spelling errors on this oh well, I don't spell words that well. Some might say why do you make this public and not private it is because I don't really care what others think about me because I speak what is on my mind. If you have ever talked to me on here you know that I don't sugar coat anything and that I hate that.
I am so confused right now as far as what to do about everything that it going on in my life. I hate the fact that every time I turn around something shitty has to happen. I mean really you think that bad luck would give you a break every now and then but I am getting shit on by bad luck it feels like. I am really thinking about moving away from here. I hate this place so much that at times I feel like if I could set a whole state on fire I would! Anyone have any good places in mind? Somewhere that is fun outdoors, snows, and you can fish? It seems like over the past few years my outlook on things has went from the glass if half full to the glass if half empty to it is time for a refill to who gives a flying fuck about the damn glass and how much liquid is in the fucker. I think that the only way I can keep my sanity around at times is to be nice to people. People I don't even know makes it better. I use to be an extremely nice person, but after being fucked over more times than a porn star it kinda wears on ya. most of you say but you write poetry in it is always about love or something like that. It use to be yes, but I haven't been able to write like that in about 4 years maybe 6. I lost count. I have been told that I am what most people would call a helpless romantic. It is all the your astrology sign and this one is a roller coaster with in its self. Since being on Fubar I have had the great pleasure of meeting some really nice and great people and they can make me smile and laugh. This feels good to be able to do that every now and then...maybe that is why when I get on here I mainly talk to people and bomb when needed. For the most part I think that love is starting to get over rated, or over used should I say? People never understand what they are doing to a person when they say that they love you, and not really understand what they are doing to a person. Love is not an emotion but a sense of more or less a freedom or key. It can be like the eyes on a person. The eyes are a gateway to your soul, don't believe me look into your own eyes in a mirror and just take a deep stare into someone else's and see what you think. If you stare hard enough into your own it might scare you at what you see. Anyways I think that I might be finished for now but there will probably be more later who knows...
