The Heart Not Just Another's blog: "Just another thought"

The warning never came But it should have Emotions left dangling Upon a thread of hope Out there in the world beyond Lay a heart abandoned Reason no longer mattered And sanity held no value It was not openly apparent That all would soon vanish Yet it came quietly in darkness Whispering the farewell With daybreak came the emptiness Love had surrendered to the siege

The door opens widely I hold my breath Tomorrow waits across the threshold Fear makes me hesitate There is promise out there There is risk, pain and danger To trust beyond ones control To believe what cannot be felt or seen While wondering at what waits for me And if you will join me there

"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain

I reach for you You've turned away I ask your heart And you won't say Not a single word The silence clear Not here beside me Or anywhere near Restrained emotions Encased in fear No way to reach you No words left to hear Quietly weighted Moments pass on Nights empty bleakness Won't break with the dawn.

The wall comes too soon But I'm truly ready you should know A single tear escapes the wipe Logic seeps in far too slow Maybe caring is for nothing When all I gave is lost Collided worlds now seperate Yes it was worth it's cost

There is nothing in the silence but aloneness There is nothing in the noise but clamor The days have passed Where silence was peace And the noise was Music and laughter In the silence you Drifted away And the noise distracted While you left This place is filled with Your silence While my heart is filled with The noise of my regret (Original 06-07-07)