882850's blog: "Just a Poem .."

The wish that won't come true, the song that won't be sung, the words that won't be spoken over, before we've begun. the feelings we can't express, the laughs we can't share, the facts i can't tell you just how much i care. your lips, i'll never kiss, your warmth, i'll never know, holding you close, holding you tight and never letting go. saying, "good morning," as you wake, watching you in a peaceful sleep, the way i feel, the love i have, but it's all just a secret i keep. your beautiful eyes, the glances exchanged, the silence or talking all night, our shared love of music or an old flick, how you and me feel so 'right.' sitting beside you longing for your touch, or missing you more everyday. spewing my words like a raging volcano, 'til i no longer know what to say. Jessie

Wishes I wish I could wash away my mistakes. And forget all of my heartbreaks. That I've had on the earth, from the day I die back to my birth. And right now I try to decide. why all those times I would run and hide. When others made a joke of me. 'Cause I didn't stand up, for what I believe. I ran and that's why I hated myself. For being a coward and untrue to myself. So now I stand up, for what I believe. And I'll never let anyone, take that from me.. Jessie

I'm too big to cry I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me But instead there'll be someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you baby No matter how hard I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry Jessie

The Way I Feel I sit in my room thinking of you not knowing what's happening or what I should do. You play with my heart, and I don't know why you build up my hopes then you tell me goodbye. I don't know why you smile then walk away from me and then returned in while. It's a little game you play with me but I want you to hear me and I want you to see I am falling for you as the days go by not knowing how to tell you because I am shy. I love the way your eyes light up the night. and your smile is entrancing it make all the world seem right. When I look in your eyes, all I see is bliss I fight the urge to get near you to give you a kiss. I just want you to know how I feel inside and if you give me a chance I want to be a part of your life...... Jessie