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tournament coming up

well i have a tournament in two weeks, and i am nervous. this will be my first tournament competing at intermediate level (i have always competed novice). anyway, i am not big into my forms division, and i am not really sure how much i care how well i do in that division, but my fighting division...i am a nervous wreck. i know a few people that will be in my new divisions, and one of them i doubt i will ever have to worry about too much, and then there is one that i know she is very good, and i have a feeling i will have to lose some before i can learn how to beat her. she is really good, and she has a good reach advantage on me. the crappy thing is, she isn't even an intermediate belt, she is one away from black, and she should be in the advanced divisions, but such is life. i just hope that i can stay on top of my game, and hopefully beat her in due time. well that is my rant for th day. till next time....cheers!
the past comes up to bite you on your ass! seriously, when bad things happen to you in the past, and you work extremely hard to put it all behind you and move on.....it sucks when it comes back to the surface! i am sure that it happens to everyone, and i am sure that we all have to deal, but what do you do to reassure yourself that the past isn't going to become the present again? for me, this issue is new. things happen, and we choose to move past it, but how many times must we be forced to re-visit things that upset us from the past? do we ever really get over it, or just learn to cope with it lingering there? is it possible to really get over things to the extent that they no longer bother you even when they are looking you in the eye? hopefully i will get to that point someday, but speaking from experience i am not there yet! thanks for listening to my rant!!!!!!
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