deebear66's blog: "IT'S NOT ALWAYS ME"

SORRY I COULDNT STAY ....BUT I HAVE THINGS TO DO ITS AUGUST 2ND AT 9 23 AM.... SITTING WITH HANNAH AND ABOUT TO GET SOME YUMMY FRENCH TOAST !!! ONE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS..LOL PEACE N LOVE LOVE ALWAYS DEEBEAR66 !! HAVE A GREAT DAY

i am going back to work next week probably ! thanks jen for the talk i needed you and thank god you were there thanks a lot laura you were a big help too even tho your little your spirit carries on thru us all and those who know you ! you are a firecracker !

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRRTTTTTTTTTHHHHDDDDDAAAAAAYYYYYYY ARLEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 MAMA LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING WELL BESIDES YOUR SISTER HANNIE ! I LOVE YOU ! HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY

DAMN MIKEY THAT WAS A LOT OF FUN LAST NIGHT YOU AND I ARE 2 OF A KIND ! I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID WHAT YOU DID IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BAR, AND IT WAS FRIGGIN BUSY AS HELL YOU DEFINTELY EMBRASSED ME ! BUT IT WAS WORTH IT AND EVEN THO I SAID NO, IT WAS STILL A LOT OF FUN YOU KNOW HOW ME AND BERNIE ARE, WE ALWAYS GET A LONG AND WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN ! AND WE ALL SHOULD HANG OUT SOMETIME, EVEN THO YOU BOTH LOVE ME THE SAME ....WELL YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYTHING AND TRUST ME *DEAR* I KNOW THAT ,,,,,AND IT COULD BE IN 50 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES , AND I WOULD STILL KNOW BUT HEY BERNIE AND I HAVE SOMETHING SPECIAL , AND HANNAH LOVES BOTH OF YOU AND THATS WHAT IS IMPORTANT, NOT HOW MUCH MONEY WE HAVE, HOW MUCH MATERIAL BELONGINGS WE HAVE....ITS ALL TIME AND LOVE !

MR PAIN AKA CHRIS IS NOT THE FATHER OF MY KIDS SORRY I LIED TO EVERYONE !

I LOVE THE BEST THINGS IN THIS WORLD AND IM GOING TO TELL YOU WHAT IT IS IS NOTHING BUT TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ALL ONE CAN DO IS GIVE THE GIFT OF TIME, WE ALL WORRY ABOUT THOSE LEFT OVER DISHES, WORRY ABOUT THE HOUSE BEING A MESS, STOP AND DONT WORRY ABOUT THEM WATCH YOUR KIDS MAKE A FUNNY FACE, THROW SOME PAINT ON THE FLOOR AND ROLL IN IT THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TOO SEE EVERY SMILE AND EVERY SILLY FACE ON THOSE CHUBBY LITTLE FACES OF OUR CHILDREN EVEN FOR ADULTS, WE NEVER TAKE TIME OUT.. LIKE I SAID WE'RE ALREADY LOSING TIME JUST BY SITTING AROUND AND DOING NOTHING WE ALL NEED THE ATTENTION OF PEERS, FRIENDS AND FAMILY , WE JUST NEVER KNOW IT UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE SPEND MORE TIME ONT HE FALL LAUGHING , THAN STANDING AT THE KITCHEN WINDOW WONDERING WHEN THE DISHES ARE GOING TO FINIALLY STOP !!!! IT'S ABOUT TIME WE HAVE TIME LOVE ALWAYS DEEBEAR66 OXO

ITS MY FIRST 18 HOURS WITHOUT A CIGARETTE ... YOU THINK WHEN BABY COMES BACK THAT YOUR JUST GOING TO BE ABLE TO SHOW UP AND SEE HER, YOU'VE GOT ANOTHER THING COMING, AND IM SURE AS HELL NOT GOING TO WATCH YOUR KIDS, I HAVE MY OWN THINGS TO DO AND UNLIKE YOU, I DONT USE MY KIDS AS BAIT, THATS PRETTY PATHETIC

all i want is pizza and wings, all i want is pizza and wings

all i want is pizza and wings, all i want is pizza and wings

HI BABY GIRL, I LOVE YOU AND YOUR GOING TO BE 1 IN 12 DAYS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW VERY PROUD I AM OF YOU . YOU AND YOUR SISTER MAKE LIFE SO ENJOYABLE AND I LOVE HEARING YOUR NOISES, AND UR STINKY FARTS I LOVE HEARING YOU LAUGH AND I LOVE HOW YOU JUMP ALL OVER ME, AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME BACK. ARLEY YOU ARE ONE OF THE SWEETEST LITTLE THINGS IN THE WHOLE WORLD. YOU MAKE ME SMILE EVERYTIME I SEE YOUR PICS EVERY WHERE IN MY HOUSE, AND IT MAKES ME SMILE KNOWING THAT I CAN TALK TO YOU AND MAKE THINGS AS HAPPY AS I CAN !!! I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH AND ARLEY UR BRITHDAYS COMING UP AS WELL, JUST A LITTLE OVER A MONTH AND YOUR GOING TO BE 3 !!!!!!! NOW THATS EXCITING AS WELL