Stephy xMFKNxPRINCESSx's blog: "I've learned..."

People get on my fucking nerves.  I mean, seriously.  I know I'm pregnant, and hormonal, and probably a huge bitch right now, but I would be ALOT nicer if people weren't so fucking stupid.  

Example:  I have a stitch in my cervix.  I have a child in my stomach.  Put together, that HURTS.  My doctor has me on pain pills.  But if I hear that I got called A JUNKIE, A PILL POPPER, OR A PILL SEEKER one more damn time, I will lose my shit on that person's face.  Nigga, you have a dick...what THE FUCK do you know about the pains of a normal pregnancy LET ALONE this one?  Besides the obvious NOTHING?  And then to find out that this is being said BY A ROOMMATE, who is living here RENT FREE, to another roommate.  Do you think you're slick?  Or cool?

You're in the army, you're supposedly a badass, you're for sure a GROWN ASS MAN and all you can do is talk shit about a pregnant girl behind her back...I hope one day to achieve the level of coolness in your life.

I hate the fact that stuff like this makes me mad, I hate the fact that stupid shit bothers me now...I hate pregnancy hormones.  I can't wait to have my body back, and for Aubrey to be here, and for all of this to be worth it.  UNTIL THEN...people need to stop making me angry.

I've always been told that you should avoid political discussion with most individuals, as you should religious.  However, Im going to assume that the vast majority of you have some type of intelligence floating around in your brains, somewhere, even if it is an *extremely* small amount for some.

I’m crazy unhappy about the Koran burning party that some preacher is trying to throw in Florida tomorrow, in remembrance of 9/11.  It makes me angry to a point that I didn’t think it was possible to be at a preacher, other than Westboro Baptist's lunatic leader.  I don’t understand "Christian" leaders, who advocate hate towards other religions, or people, or anyone at all really.  Even if they look at it and say "9/11 was Muslims, this must be they all advocate violence", it’s still stupid, based on a couple of key points.

1.       Not ALL Muslims advocate acts such as 9/11.  I personally know a few people of this religion...and *none* of them advocate events like this.  The people that advocate this are a radical group, which all Muslims are not a member of (Shi'ites vs. Sunis, go look it up,   I promise it’s there.)

2.      Even if that *vastly incorrect* generalization is your stance, shall we take a look back in Christian history for a moment?  Crusades, Salem Witch Trials, the larger part of the old testament, are all things that are a part of Christian history.  Should we say, then,             that all Christians, who will kill for their religion, based on the fact that people aren’t members of it?  And if this is the truth, shouldn’t we also be burning Bibles?

The fact that this is occurring at all continues to baffle me.

1.      This guy has tried this before.  It was a huge flop, that he himself is quoted as saying turned out to be “lame”.  In the end, people ended up burning computers and wallets that were also made in the Middle East (and with this guys’ intelligence level, I would be willing to guess he left everything in the wallet), and people actually passed out from the fumes of burning computers.

2.      Have we not heard of the printing press?  Just because you personally do not own a Koran, does not mean that Joe down the street does not, nor does it mean that Joe is going to quit being a Muslim because you threw a temper tantrum (complete with fire).  It merely means that you spent money on buying a Koran (because you didn’t have one before, because they are evil, they advocate blowing up stuff up), and set it on fire. 

3.      A man who sells them sold out last time and said that they were helping his business—for every one these people are buying and burning, he can get 3.  You are, in effect, helping people who sell these things, likely being people who practice the religion.  That, obviously, is not what you were going for.

4.      Let’s not forget the Internets, where an unlimited supply of Korans sit, waiting for people to read them.  Burning computers is a bad idea, I’d say we learned that last time.  So, are you going to call the Internets police? Are you going to e-burn the books?  There is no way to combat this issue.

I said all that to say this.  The Koran burning is *not* a reminder of 9/11 to me, or to anyone I know.  It’s a reminder of the ignorance and bigotry that is still present in this country.

All that being said, Im posting this blog for an intelligent discussion.  If you cannot join said intelligent discussion, because you are either incapable of conveying your intelligent thoughts in a way that demonstrates you have them, or because you simply do not have them, don’t bother.  I will be deleting stupid arguments.  Mind you, disagreeing with me does not make you stupid, I would still love to hear your thoughts.  Just make sure you do it with some decency.

Are you ready for some bomb ass question
Bomb ass?  Really?

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
He knows :)

Why did the last girl/guy you like not like you back?
He does

What are you listening to?
Family Guy and Hayleigh and Rylynn

When you and your friends are out and about do you usually get dirty ?
Nope

What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
Dont even know who it was.

Why did your parents name you your name?
Feminine version of my dads name

What would you do if your pregnant?
Have a kid....I hear thats a pretty common side effect.

What is your least favorite race of people?
Is "stupid" a race?

What is your favorite drink?
Citrus Drop Extreme

What did you do today?
I woke up. The end.

What can you say about the first boy on your top?
I dont gots top friends

Do you regret anything you've done this year?
REgret nothing; Learn from everything.

Do you have a bad habit?
Who doesnt?


Do you hate it when you go over someone's house and do absolutely nothing?
Nope

You doing anything fun today?
Nope

Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?
side.

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
sure.


What cheers you up no matter what?
Him :)

What are you looking forward to?
Gettin back home.

Do you ever watch anime?
no.

What alcoholic beverages have you had in the last 62 hours?
Jager Bombs FTW

Ever really cried your heart out?
Ya know, I think its still there.

What is on your bed right now?
pillow and blankets

Is there someone who instantly makes you smile when they send you a message?
Yup :)

Is there someone you will never forget?
Yeah

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Hasnt everyone?

Do you like cuddling?
very much

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Prolly...behind every successful person is a pack of *haters*

Whats todays date?
august.17.09


Has anyone ever sang to you?
yeah.

Do you say sorry first?
nope

Are you tired?
sorta.


Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I really dunno

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
i guess saturday

Do you have plans for tomorrow?
not really.

What exactly are you wearing?
jamas :)

Who was the last person to text you?
matt :)

Do you like to camp?
dunno.

What/who woke you up this morning?
just me


Connection between you & the last person who text messaged you?
:)

Where is your phone?
next to me.

Spell your name without an E:
stphani

Do you ever cry during movies?
yup.

Who is the first person you saw this morning?
jason i think

Do you miss anyone?
always

Did you kiss/hug anyone in the past 24 hours?
I think I hugged Cody when I got here

The one person who has hurt you the most says they love you, you say?
I love you too. (true story)

Do you have any nicknames?
sure

Will you be in a relationship next month?
yup

Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
sure.

When you meet someone you like, do you fall in love fast?
no.

Do you have any pets?
a puppy (biscuit) and a kitty (mow)

Is there anyone in the room with you?
Hayleigh, Rylynn, Cole, Jaylynn, and Cody

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Could

Would you ever get a tattoo?
I wants one

Morning or night person?
afternoon

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
we all have

When was the last time you saw your mom?
couple of days

Have you kissed the last person who texted you?
no.


Do you think there is someone thinking about you right now?
always

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
yup.

Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are now?
yess.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
very much so.

It isnt returned doesnt mean it isnt love.

And just because you love someone doesnt mean they wont hurt you.

Just because they hurt you doesnt mean they dont care.

The people you trust the most will hurt you the worst.

That doesnt mean you shouldnt trust them.