I wanted to be something more than you

I wanted to feel alive..i need to feel alive

but this is all i know and i'm so affraid to show

not ready to let this go

is this all i owe to you?

its been so long since I felt real

and I'm so afrraid to let you feel

and now my heart needs to heal

I'm letting you see

this is the in perfect me

there is no changing around

a new life Ive been bound.

I'm wondering did you take it to heart?

I never knew this would reach this far

now I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you

I never felt so dirty before

and now my heart is lying alone beating on the floor

all i can see is how im dying without it

dying inside

are love is lost because you lied

and now I'm not so sure

I want to spend the rest of my god damn life

living so unpure

you have posioned me

and left me here to die

now I must be alone affraid to love

I wonder why

I need to know