if he only knew how i felt for him. maybe he would understand the pain im feeling now, maybe just maybe he wouldnt feel the anger he feels for me and be understanding. if he only knew that i never loved another the way i loved him and wanted him and dreamed of living my life with him maybe he would forgive me for the part i played in our end. he tore my heart out and stomped it into the ground but doesnt know tht i ache for him miss him love him want him need him but i know i cant have him cause he found another. i forgive him for that we were best friends before i want that back but he confuses me tells me he wants her but i tore his heart out how does that work? ill never know ill never love again like i loved him i wont have it it hurts way too much.........