I'm sorry I've been
so hard to live with lately......
this is a difficult time
for me right now,
and sometimes I take my
frustrations out on you.
That isn't fair,
because you don't dereve
to be treated that way at all.
I'm trying to learn to
think before i speak,
but i don't aways catch
myself in time.
I just want you to know
I certainly don't mean to hurt you.
I want to LOVE YOU
the way you deserve
to be loved, and i hope
you'll give me the chance
to show you that.....
because you mean the world to me.
I wish i could go back in time....
back to those unspolied moments
in our relationship
before hurt
ever touched our hearts,
before doubt
ever entered our minds.
Beacuse if i could go back
and start from those moments once more,
i would hold you longer,
never miss a chance
to tell you how much
you mean to me...
and i would never,
ever hurt you.
But i know we can't
go back to those days.
I know i can't erase the mistakes.
I cant take away the questions
you must have
or the hurt we both feel.
But i can assure you of one thing:
I LOVE YOU
as i did then
and as i always will......
i hate it when we fight
because i know
deep in my heart
how much we care
for one another.
It's silly, when
you think about it,
that two people
who love each other
should have such a hard time
getting back on the right track.
i want so much
for us to listen
openly to each other
and focus on what
brought us together
in the first place.....
to get past the hurt
and tears
to the hugs and kisses....
beyond misunderstandings
to forgiveness.
I'm more than willing to try,
and i hope you are, too....
because when things
are right between us,
life couldtn be better.
and i can't wait till
we're back enjoyin
each other again....
