Son of JR Bob Dobbs's blog: "i'd rather be engaged in cunninglingus right now"

I am going to have to curb my spending so i can afford a descent car along with insurance which i am also going to need.

i just spent some time loooking at used cars. I found a few good ones but have to check them out to make sure.

I found another car being sold in in the want ads. $1,200 they want for it. Good condition they say it's in. Problem It's a stick shift and I only know automatic. Now i have a choice. I can stick with the car my grandmother's giving me or i can go with this one already repaired and everything. and it's pretty nice but i have to see it first to make sure. So there is that car and another which i left them my phone number for. In either case i should be able to raise the money to buy the car (either one) and still have some money left over to pay bills (eventually) For now I will wait and see what happens next. I don't' want to have to rent car's anymore or count on others for transportation.

Here i sit in front of my computer drinking IPA and listening to Real Ska (first wave not 3rd wave shit. Sundae is another night of work but I mind it not. Only a couple of bottles of beer left....will be saving those for perhaps the week days. Next Saturday is Winter Nights for me. Should be nice. I will be renting a car again. But next month i hope to purchase a car. It will be nice to get out of the city and get to work without help. I have places to go and people to see (and do ;) ) Still there is much to do around the house to make it ready for company (when i can get some to visit) will be nice to have company of both sexes when i can get it, for now I must wait.

Tonight i had two unusual dreams. The first was a prison break. Things that don't normally happen in a prison (like the ceiling dropping down slowly on someone as if the room was trying to crush me) Me and 4 other people escaped (2 of them were female...actual women not transsexuals. It was as if it was some really cheesy horror movie, but it was the end of the movie. The next dream was that i was covered with insects that don't even exist in the real world. And of course i was panicing... they all died of course (because i killed them) creepy... one of them looked like a hair piece (two halves connected. Weird shit.... weirdest so far. almost actually... talking fish has the creepy insects and prison break beat. Still...fuckin weird.

I got the job all is cool and now i have a phone... I am back online after all these weeks of waiting.

I am now employed. I start work tomorrow. Unfortunately I won't have a phone for a couple of weeks until i get my first paycheck. After that I need to pay bills and save up to fix a car (and get it registered) i will soon be driving...hopefully by November. This way I can go out of Lynchburg every now and again when work does not constrict me to do so. i will just have to get certain days off so i can.

I have a lot fo phone calls to make tomorrow. I have 4 businesses to call. 3 I have to call to see if i can setup an interview and the 1 I have to call to see what is going on as far as my drug test and background check are concerned. I will see what each has to say and then go from there. It would be nice if I could get the job at the convenience in walking distance. I will just have to wait and see about that. It would also be nice if i got my drug test and background check results in tomorrow. My patience is gone on that one. This is taking way too long. I should have had that stuff last week.

Today comes to an end (sort of....it's never truly tomorrow and always now...but anyways) and another day begins. It's a day filled with irritating waiting. Another day to worry if my drug test has arrived yet. I hate this waiting. Things like this should not take so long. Of course i will be calling tomorrow around 11am just like i did today to see if it is there. I am beginning to lose my patience. I am also getting very nervous. I hate waiting so long for employment. it's frustrating and flustering.

Another day has past and still no sign of the results. This is making me anxious and irritated. Time is winding down and so is my patience. I NEED MONEY! I need a job too! :( Had i known t his would happen i would search elsewhere. Tomorrow i am going to apply at an employment agency as well. I hope i can pick up something there. I only hope i don't need a CDL license. Those are expensive as it is. And I need money. this is a screwy situation making me more and more nervous as time ticks away...how can something be so instant take so long. A drug test and background check should not take this long. What are they walking the info here!? I can sit at my computer waiting all day long for this info. I need to know what is what so i can either start work or continue seeking other employment which is slowly thinning out.