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I realized after 500 emails that all my previous links to my book was an error link .. here is the proper one :) Now you may go buy it! haha
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YES I SAID NEED DAMNIT! NOT WANT, NEED I SAY!! lol, I'm absolutely pheening for some new tats but I'm poor and it sucks but I realize all of my tats I've gotten at huge turning points in my life, and today well, today was a huge landmark in my life, I officially accomplished my life goal of becoming a published author! Officially published because its actually for sale!! lol! So this means I need a new tat to commemorate it right?! Okay so yeah its been nearly 3 years since I got Isabo my Fae and I'm so so ready to get some major work done and blah blah.. So , the moral of this rant is.. If you are a Local tat artist and would like a blank canvas to expand your portfolio on give me a yell because well I'll be sure you give you mad props in all of my upcoming shoots and whatnot!! I NEEDS ME SOME NEW INK! Did I mention I give love to my tat artists in my book? ;) haha okay so yeah I'm done :P

48 Chrysler Windsor

yeah.. I'm a classic junkie, and well on the look out for brake drums for a 48 Chrysler Windsor.. it's all this car needs, and no it's not mine but trying to find some for a friend , if anyone comes across some please please let me know I will show you much much love !!!
*evil grins* Sorry I have been "sleeping" for like 5 days *laughs* I havent really been on the pc just been logged in , to the 50 people in que waiting for friend adds, I'll get to you I promise, just started a new job been busy with the mini monkeys and waiting VERY patiently to finally say this cursed year is over... however- PATS DID IT!!!! yay for the pats having a perfect season UNDEFEATED BABY! OH YEAH! *shows my O face* lol... Other than that rest assured I miss you guys and promise I'll be around here and there and will get to you all in time.. Meanwhile back at the farm... haha *blows you all sparkly Pixi Kisses* Be good to Each other and in case I don't see you.. Have a Blessed and drunken New Year!
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!! now with that out, to the 50 some odd friend reqs I just approved I'm sorry some of you were pending for days :( I have good reason , as you would have been able to tell by my blog I recently deleted :P *laughs* I'm having one helluva week/month/year. I'll try to get around to you guys but since I'm couch hopping technically for the moment and using a friends computer from teh 70's most peoples profiles insta lock up this laptop so me returning mad love is on hold for the moment. I'm truly sorry about this but I hope you guys know I do whole heartedly appreciate the love you all have left for me and the add reqs.. I can use the shout box hit me up if I'm not multitasking or otherwise doing something more meaningful in some way (more meaningful than the FU say it aint so!!) haha I will answer my box. *peers down* and to it too! muahahah. And to my other friends I swear I'm not ignoring you I just dont have a ft pc anymore atm blah blah.. and yes please send me chikin soup because I am dyyyyyying from this stupid dumb cold that I caught from a princess I hugged :( anyway naptime and stuff *hugs smooches and blessings to you all!! in other words..... I love you all even though you are all fucking bats!!!! *says my ozzy bobblehead*

Book Update

Well I just got a conf. From my publisher my book is on its way to print and may be in stores as soon as next month!!! *does a happy dance* So.. the day it hits stores I whole heartedly expect you all to go buy it :P lol
well I know maybe 2 of my friends might read this, but here goes.... it's 4:30 am on "thanks giving" and I cant help but be thankful that I don't have to sit here and think of things I'm thankful for because honestly I'm all tapped out of optimism. I'm having the fucking year of a lifetime when it comes to just trying to keep myself from jumping off the literal bridge (yeah I gave up proverbial last year) Right now, once again I sit and sigh and hate and cry and think what the hell to bother for. But ya know what in the end I can still say , this year I am thankful that I finally got a "real " publisher and my book at least will get out there, even if nothing else I did accomplish one of my lifetime goals before I die... (not saying I'm going to die today but I would be okay with it should it happen as a bizarre ironic twist to my fate) This year has been written for me like a horrid attempt at a turning of a Shakespeare tragedy turned into some daytime made for lifetime drama with a drunk writer. I find myself fitting every cliche Ive ever hated and feeling all those things I swore I'd never let myself. Does this mean I'm growing as a person or shrinking? I'm truly thankful that even when I loathe myself I have the perseverance to loathe those who I allow to make me feel these things. I miss friends I had a year ago who I dont talk to anymore and I'm thankful that I knew them to begin with. I'm thankful for the people I currently have (the 2 that will read this) to talk to to keep me somewhat sane and in the end I'm thankful for this year even though it has truly been the worst of my life (which is quite an accomplishment I think) and last but not least.. I'm thankful for phones that dont ring (they let me allow myself to cry into my glass of wine I finally gave into drinking) and I'm thankful for allowing myself the outlet to write unread meaningless words in a rambling incoherent fashion. I'm thankful for anyone besides the 2 that typically read my blogs for reading this.

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Okay so I actually made this last thanksgiving but what the hell I gotta put it up again this year !! so watch this and have a happy eat too much kill a fat turkey fall over in your pie and sleep until tommorrow kind o day!

John lennon lied

Love really isn't enough.
Honestly, yeah I'm alright if you get me at a good angle but I'm a fuck of allot more.. check out my blogs or .. hey I have a profile..! I know it's insane.. but I really it's an insight as to who I am ... as a person; either than who you may be, check it out, thanks to the 50 some people I have waiting for a friend approval :)
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