Not even half way....I have dreams. I know that may surprise everyone but it is true. I won't want to change for anyone. Gives me a righteous reason to try an get out of bed each and every morning. I do realize that I might not achieve my goals today but I am one more day closer. One more step closer and just a few more breaths away.

Not too sure there is anyone else out there that just needs a hug sometimes. Its not that I am shying away from everything else. I just don't want what I know can hurt anymore. I may not be the best looking person out there but I am a kind soul. Sorta like the last of the earthbound angels. The ones you think are never around but they walk among you.

I don't get off on hurting others. May sound unreal but there are too many people that like screwing around with people that are too good to be true. I never fully understood the idea of strength gained from taking advantage of the unknowing, unexpecting, and the true hearted few. There is a old saying that only the good die young...... it may be true. The older you get your heart may get colder. You could learn to develop the barriers that keep others away from getting close enough to hurt you. I'd just like to let you know that I understand.