SSGsteve's blog: "hospital"

When i though everything was going good 4 me all of a sudden i got sick again and was put right back in the hospital. they dont know why i keep getting these virus or whatever it is that gets me sick. im just so freaking tired of being sick and not having any energy to do the things i use to love to do. i cant even play ball with my sons without me getting so tired for the next few days. i just hope 1 day ill be able to do the things that my sons want to do with me on a regular basis. Is this 2 much to ask for?

will im out of the hospital and home for bed rest the surgery did not go as plan and the results were shitty they was hoping to save my rectum but couldnt so tbey remove it completely my stomache is all cut up with over 150 stitches and it hurts to move i hope soon i can restart chemo therpy since its been over 3 months since the last time i did chemo and i hope the cancer cells in my lungs havent spread.

will this my first ever blog so i hope i do ok im in the hospital for the 6th time this year and im tired being in here my body hurts so much from this surgery they cut me open and did a rectum removel ill spend at least 2 weeks more in here and ill spend my bday in here as well