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Jesse's blog: "hmm"

created on 11/05/2006  |  http://fubar.com/hmm/b21366
To all the girls who look past the nice guys I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised to do I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours I'm sorry that you can't realize I've been the one all along I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm Sorry That i cared I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different. I'm sorry that im there everytime you need him, and hes not. Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

I wish

I WISH I COULD see your pretty blue eyes again feal your sweet touch hold you in my arms see that gorgeous smile smell your sweet perfume be able to tell you everyday how much i love you be able to have the chance to be with you again relive all those days we spent together and know what to do not to mess things up again lol to hear you say i love you again to just hear your sweet voice tell you everthing i feel inside tell you everything i really want to but cant tell you every single thing that comes to my mind but cant because im scared what will happen if i do but also scared what wont happen if i dont if that makes any sense I just wish that i could have one more chance with you would give most anything to spend one more day with you The thing is even tho i wish all of this i could never tell you but i also feal that you will know who you are if you read this and lol it scares the hell out of me cause i dont want to lose what we do have left wich regretably isnt much any more and if you read this anyone i mean and feel this way about another person leave a comment cause i know that there is those of you who do and know what im fealing rather it be about a lost love or a lost loved one you know and if you can do as i cant tell them how you feal dont hold back ever cause you never know when you will lose them hopefully if you feal the way i do about someone you will not let them go i would say as easily as i did but lol i put up a lil bit of a fight and i think if you truly like someone or love someone you will and should always give it a try never give up and never give in when you do you will lose it all like me but i know there is hope and there is someone for me and i will find her whoever she is i will find her she is out there some where lol im over the girl i wrote about in this but she still holds a piece of my heart and a special place there aswell and allways will the only thing i know is that when i find the girl for me she will ecompass me with her love and my love for her it may not be right away but it will happen and when it does nothing will keep us away from eachother for long cause and i tell this to everyone out there even the nonbelivers love is the greatest thing ever love will conqure all and i really know this to be true ps lol she does still have a chance hehehe

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why is it that people or lol i should say women that when there done with you they dont say ne thing at all they dont return your phone calls messeges or ne thing for that matter i wanna know cause this seems to happen to me alot i got to thinking and got pissed off tonight about a girl that i was seeing a month or more ago we met on the net lol i know we talked on the phone everyday and then decided to meet well see she went to winfield high and i went to poca high we both graduated in 2000 and knew alot of the same people so thats why we started talking in the first place well ne how everything seemed to be going great she really seemed like someone i could fall for and i was falling for actually and i thought i could see myself with her for a longtime to come she was sweet passionate and warm not to mention gorgeous and she wasnt afraid to tell you how it is i loved that we spent a lil bit of person to person time like about five days in total lol i know but we talked on the phone everyday for almost a month but everything was going so well everyday we got to spend with eachother after we met in person was great we did alot of things together actually we went hiking fishing movies dinner and a whole lot more we spent time at her house just me her a movie and massage oil hehehe like i said everything was great and i know we both enjoyed every min of it but then all at once she just droped off the face of the earth and theres nothing i hate more then to be ignored and she wouldnt return my calls emails txt messeges nothing and no before you ask i didnt blow up the phone or even her computer so two weeks go by and still nothing i thought about driving by her house but thought that would be psycho so didnt then i go to walmart and there she is with guess what her new boyfriend and the kicker i knew him i used to go to school with him so i went over and said hi asked how he was doing (he said great and have you met my new girlfriend we have only been together about maybe twoweeks maybe less not sure)lol yea i know and i chuckled and said no i dont know her at all and i walked off i did say by to the dude lol but i guess my point is if ure done with someone or u dont have ne fealings for them at all tell them please cause it hurts too much to be ignored it really does even if you only talk to someone a very lil bit of time and you really dont want to no more dont ignore them tell them maybe you could be friends atleast ive been hurt alot i really have ive been taken for granted alot and i keep getting myself in deeper and deeper everytime cause everytime i think maybe this one but nope i get hurt again i really just need someone to give me the chance and then maybe just maybe lol things will work out i dunno why im telling you all this but sometimes you just have to get things off your chest and this was bothering me bad very bad today just if your my friend and you read this dont ever ignore me plz cause this is part of the reason i ask if you dont wanna talk to me just tell me i may ask y but you will have that lol the reason i hate being ignored is this and every other time this has happend to me unfortunatly for me its been alot not exactly the same but basically so if your my friend plz dont i beg of you
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