well lets see here my wife or whatever you want to call her is still acting the same but alittle different we used to be inlove at one point but then we seperated and that was almost 2 years ago and well now were trying to work things out sorta well i am it doesent look like she is putting much of an effort into it she says she loves me but i dont feel it from her i dont ever get a passionate kiss i dont ever get to hold her and when her friends are around they are the most important to her i dont even feel like im there.and now i just found out today like a week ago she cheated on me again for the billionth time well wasent cheating i guess cause we were seperated but it still hurt to know she slept with every tom dick and harry like today i was told by a good friend of mine that she cought her in the act with this guy named cody like the day or second day i dropped her off to this rehab thing sorta it a church army not a rehabe but it gives assistance in that field and she said she cought her and she seen her and then kelly my wife just walked away.and i just dont knwo what else to do any advice would be helpfull im in a big mess and i dont know what to do anymore.she doesent show me any love its like im invisiable sorta she sees me but im not the most important her friends are.if she is playing with my heart once again using me i would like to know.cause im tired of getting hurt.im sorta single mostly on the single side.but i was hoping for that one small possibillitie that we could make it through this hell but she keeps on leading me to think she going the right way but really she is going the other way it feels like im being used like im there when she needs somthing its like she lives a double life keeping me from the one that will hurt me.and if its all true how could she do all this to somones heart and have no remorce.i guess she just lost her soul,will it ever be the same again.i love her but i dont know if i can handle this anymore i just dont feel like she loves me anymore but putting on a front mabe its cause i get my taxes soon.she just wants money.i have friends that help me along the way.most say she will never change and i had that one small possibility that she would but so far she proved my friends right yet again.but then again it could have a happy ending but the way it seems there are no happy endings here.
