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When it comes to Bruce you might not know that he was an abusive individual. He was a mysogynist & molested me as a child just to maintain control.He broke my nose when I was 16 and only later started complaining about me when I hit him back I was also molested by my uncle & Dana did virtually nothing. She didn't get me therapy...she didn't file charges...SHE MOVED. She told me later that molested children are the ones that are perceived as weak. HENCE I was weak-PLUS I had Lupus...yet another reason to call me weak. I could not trust either parent obviously.
 
My Lupus was a reflection on them as far as they were concerned & not an actual thing that I was dealing with. Of course when Dana had a medical situation that was auto-immune SHE CAME TO ME. All of a sudden I could be trusted. BEFORE an auto immune disorder was MY OWN FAULT...when she had to deal with it...different story- When I was hospitalized for two weeks in my early twenties with the docs saying "she has a chronic disease that she was BORN WITH and needs to see a GI specialist...both of my parents told them tthat I was crazy  & refused to pay for care. 
 
Dana felt bad about it afterwards & Bruce didn't. Karma dicates what happens. I was diagnosed with Crones years later & still have to deal with both obviously. Just giving you context. If they loved me they would have taken care of a child that is handicapped. They didn't...I took care of myself.
 
I am just telling you the reality as I see it. I understand if you want to make it less ugly...but for me it was ugly. BOTH of my parents just wanted me to go away & shut up. My father didn't want to be reminded of his abuse & my mother didn't want to be reminded of her incompetence. You are a more graceful person than I am.  Again, I guess I am relying on you to show me a graceful way.
 
Trust you,
Hildy
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