i know i should have wrote this 3 weeks ago but with working and dance comps. with casandras and going back and fourth from the hospital to home (1 hour drive one way) i really have not had time!but i want everyone to know whats going on...as everyone knows ..i think ... anyway my pawpaw has been sick and now my granny is ..they put her in the hopspital 3 weeks ago yesterday and they found out she has broken ribs! noooo she did not fall she just has brittle bones! from the time she has gone in things have not done anything but go down...and the doctors are scared she might not make it cause she is giving up the doctor told us last week that they have done just about all they can but it is up to her to get better and they are asking pawpaw and her do they want life support!(if it comes to that) well she has been soo out of it with all the pain meds and stuff she cant doo anything hardly at all ..i mean she cant hardy sit up on or walk a few steps or andything and she dont seem to want to! and we have a bad day last friday with the doc talking aboutlife support andhow he would really not want to put her on if she where to start to die! i feel sooo runn ragged but i know her and paw paw need me and i am there grand child (its really my job) my mom is there everyday sometimes 2 times a day i am there everyother day all day to help her eat and make her sit up and to help paw paw (we have to make him go home and rest )! the rest of the kids(grandkids ..children..ect) are there soo soo well here and there lets say! and i live an houraway ! but you know its ok i am doing it for my grandparents i love them with all my heart and i dont care if the others think there life is more important ! i know that my grandparents dont have long in this world and that hurts sooo bad (i cant imagin living without them?) but i will do all i can to make there last bit of time good and as easy as can be! noooooo matter what everyone eles does i know they are the best grandparents i could have ask for and they have always been there for me sooo i will be there to help them in this there time of need!
