Southern Babe's blog: "my sweet fudgy"

i still remember the day you were brought home three and a half years ago. you were such a terror on four legs and would chew and tear up everything you could get to. Took us a few months to realize you were not just being hard headed but you were deaf. i worked with you as much as i could to teach you hand language and to watch me to know what to do. you attached yourself to my heart and never let go. you became my constant companion and i looked forward to spending my time with you. i knew you being deaf made you not so stable but i gave you all the love that i coud to keep you happy.  i am so sorry i upset your routine and life that week that i feel drove you over the edge. now my life without you is so lonely and quiet. i still wake up every morning thinking i hear you bark at me to go outside. but when i wake up you are not here. my life has been such a roller coaster this past year and you have been my constant. i miss you so very much and wish i could change the events that took place to you not being here with me anymore. my tears flow because i am without you but they also flow knowing you are in a better place and not so confused anymore.  momma loves you and misses you terribly.